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| Atman (profile) wrote, on 9-18-2004 at 11:30pm | |
| Current mood: Not good Music: Whatever noise my tv is making in the background Subject: Dammit. |
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| Ever have one of those streaks where you fuck up and fuck up and fuck up, then fuck up again? Its not fun, and currently I'm on one. I hate every fiber of my being right now, but I'm too cowardly to change anything. I don't change because what I do slightly benefits me or is easier. I need more strength, but I don't want to rely on friends or anybody else anymore. I want enough strength to do things on my own, and not cause problems. But I can't, and I'm asking myself to change into something I'm not, and I hate people who aren't themselves and I'm just pissing myself off. I'm going to go, before I fuck this up somehow and somebody else gets hurt or some stupid shit. On a good note, I got battlefield vietnam. However, this doesn't help because I fly helicopters straight into the ground, killing all occupants and it makes me feel worse. |
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spinder | 09-19-04 3:04pm I'm a very good piolet in that game - the only way to keep them in the air is if you use a decent joystick. |
jim9nin | Re:, 09-19-04 8:54pm do you play online? |
spinder | Re: Re:, 09-20-04 3:59am I use Dial up - answer enough? :( |
jim9nin | 09-19-04 8:53pm i use a mouse that is a joystick but the keyboard is also one unit so it doesn't move as fast as a mouse. |