| Add Memory | Add To Friends | |
| xoxchubbyxox (profile) wrote, on 9-21-2004 at 10:10pm | |
| Subject: blah |
|
| hi, i guess i actaully deleted the last one on purpose. i dont know whta im sayign anymore. im making no sense. i just want to be happy, i really do. and i want it o be real. that might not happen for a year even, but if it does, it will be worth the wait. im sorry for always complaining. my heads so messed up rite now...its all i can think about. im just angry. but really, i need to move on. and stop wondering about the past, because it hurts too much. everyday i find myself crying for some reason, and it needs to stop. poeple have their reasons for doing things, and i cant let my mental state depend on others anymore. i guess ill always wonder about certain things tho. the people i loved, the memories i had with them, and the things they said. was it real? i dont know if ill ever find out. you probably dont care, but i was happy and ill remember that. please comment :( |
|
| Post A Comment |
|
| Anonymous | 09-25-04 9:57am dairy we still love you and always will... everything will turn out alright in the end and you'll be happy... you deserve it
|
xoxchubbyxox | Re:, 09-25-04 11:11am aw i love you kristy :) |