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| jus4fun06 (profile) wrote, on 9-29-2004 at 5:32pm | |
| Current mood: mature Subject: this is what i wrote last year this time |
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| ------**-------- Something is wrong with me. I cried a lot last night. All cuz of him. I feel so pathetic. Is it so wrong to still want him? Wat I need is for him to yell at me or something. If he called me a bitch to my face or made out infront of me, maybe I would be able to accept that he DOES NOT like me!!! Yesterday, I was walking past him and after I walked past he followed me, going to his third period class. Hes never done that before. He walked be hin dme. I thought he was behind me so I turned to see him and I gave him a confused look, like is he following me? And he said, heyhey. And I said hi and he smiled at me and said, you better say hi to me. I was confused and looked it and he jus laughed and smiled. I miss him~ ----**----- thoughts on it now awww. i sound so cute. i do miss him still but not as bad as i did before. i wish i still did talk to my ex, but ya kno, you cant ask for everything. last year i kno he did care for me a lil afterwards. i mean why else would we like be friends with benifits for another year? wow, think abou it. we became friends with benifits until about a year after we broke up. so technically ive been with him for like two years. hmm. well its ok. im over and im glad i am over him. another thing that has changed about me is the way i deal with things. last year, everything made me depressed. i was so depressed last year. this year i hang out with all these "townies". the nice ones that is. hmm well ya. later~ |
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dabestyougot69 | 10-06-04 12:40pm Dddudddee!!!
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