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killjoy (profile) wrote,
on 9-29-2004 at 8:58pm
what a welcome home party...woohoo...im so happy to be in hot, crappy florida. So, other then the fact that i want to shoot myself at the moment......
i feel so crappy. just like a dog just took the biggest crap of its life and i shoved my head all the way to the bottom of the pile. that shitty. No one can find time for me. I wana see cassandra. I might hang out with alex tomorrow. It was his birthday last weekend and I didnt get him anything on my vacation. or anyone else, or even myself really. no one reads this shitty thing anymore. not even joey. so i guess it doesnt matter what the hell i write in it.
I feel like cutting myself. right now. down my arm. id rather bleed out tears then cry them. Its a lot less painful and humiliating. people are such hipocrites. Im one. your one. Maybe god should do something about this race. wash us all out and start over. Maybe get a new species that doesnt fuck everything up. Maybe he will make man and woman together and not make a forbidden apple to plague decendants century after century over some stupid fruit. right now is about the time when i feel like bitching about my physical appearance.
but to save you all, and save myself, i shall not go any further. in parting words....
fuck you.
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Anonymous

09-30-04 6:59pm

whatever your smoking remind me to stay away from it

The Jappynator





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