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| squishylover (profile) wrote, on 10-6-2004 at 5:42pm | |
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| Well well well, it seems as if I am caught in a slight predicament. My friend Cesar asked me out today. Which I kinda expected was going to happen, but I didn't know if he would. I told him though that I would go out with him but I'm not ready for a relationship but I do like him. Now my problem is I'm still in love with Ryan and still hold him dear in my heart and I just plain out love him. Ryan and I still might go out...but I don't know. My mother already loves Cesar and is planning trips that involve him...where she wouldn't give Ryan the time of day. I would never want to hurt Cesar either...but I'm afriad I might in the end, and I really don't want that. He's a good friend and too sweet of a guy to actually want to hurt. Then again I don't want to hurt Ryan but I don't know whats going on in that department. So what am I supposed to do? Wait for Ryan to come around, or go with Cesar? I've never had this happen before....and I need help. Hopefully I can figure out everything. -Chasmin- |
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| Anonymous | 10-07-04 3:42pm I think you just wait....dont go out with anyone...don't try and replace the pain with someone else because doesnt turn out right....Just wait for awhile and then you should make your choice
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