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| xonixieox (profile) wrote, on 10-7-2004 at 5:20pm | |
| ok ya so im mad at becca becasue lately everytime i try to talk to her she only wants to talke about andy or she has to go.. like she doesnt pay attention to her friends problems.. but only hers.. but whatever becasue we never tlked anymore anyways.. i wisht it went back to the way things were in 8th grade! ya so i told becca this and she like blamed me :'( so i guess im done with that cuz i dont even nkow what to do.. its funny how i can cry over a person i havnt seen in at least the past month.. like.. i doubt she gunna come to my party.. even though she knows i still love her.. its just im going through some bad times lately and i need someone to talk to.. and i want it to be her.. but it wont be.. becasue she always goes away when i try to talk to her.. so i dont know what im gunna do.. im just realyl upset.. i dont want to lose her becasue i love her i have just been really upset and depressed lately.. like i've never felt that i actually wanted to doe.. or kill myself but i have been thinking that alot lately.. like more than yuo could imagine.. and i have tried so hard for the last 2 days especially to smile but i cant... i just cant fake it any more.. i really want to die rigfht now.. i hope this feeling will go away :'( -Nik |
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xoxchubbyxox | hi, 10-07-04 6:25pm nikkie, i feel like i know exactly what ur feeling...itsa horrible feeling i know, but you have peopl ewho love you and who are there for you even when others are not. and even if im not there, im always here. call me netime to talk about nething! i love you! |