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| lilschaub (profile) wrote, on 10-7-2004 at 9:07pm | |
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| So I am really happy I decided to go to homecoming, I think it will be really fun and I am going with Matt. He is such a nice guy! I still don't know any of our plans for that night so I should prolly get on that. But I just thought I should update since jess always yells at me to but I have just been to busy and to tired. I am so sick of what my day is like. Go to school, go to work, do homework, shower and get ready for school then get up and do the same thing over and over again. But at least I have someone to complain to all day and every day to lol I love you Jess. Well on another note I don't really know what to do about either of you. I want you both in my life but I dont think I can do that. I still love you but I just cant go back to that right now. I am not ready for it I know you are but I just cant do it and i dont know how to tell you. And thens there the other one.. uh I hate you and dont really want anything to do with you but then again I do theres just something about you. I dont know what but there is and I dont wanna give up on that even though I' am sure there will never be anything there uhh why am I so stupid why do you do this to people uhhh I hate you!! But most of all I hate what you are doing to me and to everyone else people don't deserve to be treated like this. And you say the problem is that I havnt changed but really the problem is that you dont want to change, you cant change you dont know whats its like to be different cause you are so use to your ways. Uh for once i would just really like to know whats going on and what you want but no you dont talk about your feelings uh god get a grip on your life! Well I guess thats enough bitching for one night but I hardly ever write in here so just get over it!! |
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.j.e.s.s. | 10-07-04 9:28pm wow kate, i think that's the longest entry i've ever read from you. |