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| just_peachie (profile) wrote, on 10-7-2004 at 8:13pm | |
| Current mood: empty and alone Music: Little Miss Cypher-Pepe Deluxe Subject: Hardest times |
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| If I ever thought it was bad before, I never possibly could wrap my mind around how it would be now. Things are so bad. So draining and so wrong. Everything and everybody out of place and out of character, like everything has been reversed. Like something you would see in a work by Picasso. Those who I thought I could count on, have left. My time is gone in their eyes, and it's time to change. Unfortunately, there's not much that makes me feel anymore. I just go on, not caring, except about a precious few things...and the one thing that makes me feel the most, doesn't want anything to do with me. The one. THE one. Somehow, I think I got left out of Gods sketch book. I think He forgot me. I just stopped, but the time kept ticking, and days went by. i just stayed in the past somewhere, lost. People and things kept on existing, and i just layed here, brain dead, sin emotion, sin everything. It's awful, living a life that no longer exists. If that even makes sense. Moving in with my aunt and uncle is definitley going to be a hard transition. It all leaves an awful taste in my mouth. I just hope I can get through it all and figure out how to get him back. Oops, I didn't say that did i? hmm, maybe i did. Oh well, i dont think he reads this anymore any ways. Well, i'm sleepy, need rest. |
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Tuwang | 10-10-04 12:23pm "As a rock on the seashore he standeth firm, and the dashing of the waves disturbeth him not. He raiseth his head like a tower on a hill, and the arrows of fortune drop at his feet. In the instant of danger, the courage of his heart sustaineth him; and the steadiness of his mind beareth him out."
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