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xonixieox (profile) wrote,
on 10-10-2004 at 8:16am
Current mood: okay
Music: kenny chesney x when the sun goes down
so ya... i talked to becca andwe're okay now.. im really excited for my party and ...and how much fun its hopefully gunna be..

well my little c team is going to competition onsaturday so im excited for them!...

ok so last night was their game and amanda was there.. so ya.. the mentally challaged kid got hurt who always sings with jay.. and so the ambulence came.. so of course our nosey-ness had to go investigate.. but wen amanda saw the ambulence she just broke down... it was horrible.. so we were both just sitting there crying randomly and no one knew why... and i love amanda sooo much and she needed to cry.. its not a bad thing.. like some people were like ohh why the fuck is she crying.. why are you guys crying ... but they dont understand what losing someone you loved that much was like... she just kept saying she misses gene.. and that she loves him so much.. i couldnt even handle watching her cry..

im kinda dreading the memorial service becasue if seeing one little ambulence can causer that.. im not gunna stop crying during the whole memorial service!




on a lighter note..

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 10 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!



ya so i think i might have a CRUSH on someone.. but im not sure yet...

:)

-NikkiE

P.S. Gene i love you.. your forever in my heart!

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xoxchubbyxox

10-10-04 9:59am

ahh i got ur gift! the bag is clear with white polka dots and there are two types of wrappin paper. one is white and the other is pink polka dotted! but im not telling u ur gifts lol no matter wat u say! ull like them i think. well ill ttyl!

~darien

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xonixieox

Re:, 10-10-04 6:15pm

ah fuck you you asshole just tell me! ium soooo excited man! ya anyways my mom said you can come down on any weekend after my party and stay with me for the entire weekend! im excited man!!

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lilkristen

10-11-04 8:57am

omg that is SO sad<3 I don't know what I'd do if I lost a good friend.. ::hug::

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xonixieox

Re:, 10-11-04 3:28pm

aww thanks.. i know it was awful! its like the worst thing i have ever been through in my whole life!


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