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liz (profile) wrote,
on 10-10-2004 at 11:19am
Sometimes I try so incredibely hard. and I get so angry at myself for it because im just sitting on my couch crying for no reason and hes like stop crying and im like im trying. and I really dont mean to be this way because I just feel so incredibly bad that Im as crazy and emotional as I am. and I was never this way before and I dont know where along the lines it happened. I want it back then but at the same time I like it the way it it except when he says freakin' relax and then I start crying.

its so crazy because i feel like im annoying him and then i get scared. you know.


but thats ok. Im ok. were ok, i have to go to work in like 4 and 1 half hours and that super sucks. im uber excited about homecoming. thats all i really have. later
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valoth

10-10-04 4:49pm

There once was a saying:

"Dont worry...be happy now..."

I think you know the rest.

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Anonymous

10-11-04 1:16pm

we were SOO bi-polar that night...it sucked

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liz

Re:, 10-11-04 2:00pm

I hate bi-polar and by the time everything was happy then you had to leave. it sucked. but its okay cuz I love you

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 10-12-04 2:40pm

...3182 and i also discovered that you liked being pulled around on the floor while you are on a blanket...who would have thought

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