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| 0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 (profile) wrote, on 10-11-2004 at 10:30pm | |
| Current mood: Depresses/annoyed -- Happyyyy Subject: Some stuff.. that is good. |
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| Hiyo.. It's me again. This is pretty much a time filler so I can get my clothes out of the laundry with out being bored and falling asleep. I guess I could take a shower, that would be good.. But I really REALLY don't feel like it. I know that sounds really gross and stuff, not to mention I wanted to stay in the same clothes again, and it would of been the third day tomorrow, but I'm not going to. Well, I kinda am, I'm wearing the same thing, but I'm washing it. 'Cause washing things are good. Something or some one has been stealing my arm warmers, and it makes me sad. Because I like them. And no one calls me, even if I post my number as an away message. That makes me sad, too. God, I can whine a lot. I guess it doesn't help that I'm on my period. I can't believe you're still reading, because this is pretty irrelevent, I'm sure. o.o; Just teen angst, and some PMS, mixed with stress and a dash of sweat and laundry. That's scary.. A very scary thought right there. Let's see what I talked to Jade about. Jade: I love you Em: My heart hurts again and I don't know why Em: Jade, why do I always get so depressed over nothing!? Em: Nothing at all! And I'm just so sad! >< Jade: ~licks~ I know how you feel, that doesn't happen to me anymore though... Em: You could say it's PMS right now, but it happens when I'm not ovulating, too.. Em: Anymore..? Jade: I don't get depressed Em: No..? Em: What's your secret? Tell me, buddha! Jade: I don't let myself, because I'm really really happy go-lucky now, and I don't want to fail myself by being depressed, because it's like I'm just giving up, I can make myself stay happy, even when I don't want to be, and I don't have you guys, I force myself to be happy. Jade: Because depression... It hurts, a lot, and I just find it easier to be happy. Jade: Or be indifferent, if I can't be happy. Jade: I never thought it would be easy, you know? I never thought I was able to make myself happy, I never thought I could fight it without you guys... But here lately, it just kinda happened... Em: ^^ Em: Good for yoooou! (Wow.. I'm a bitch o.o;;) Em: I wish such enlightenment would raise my spirits Em: But it holes me more >> Jade: ~licks and huggles~ It won't be like this forever, that I promise. If I can do it, so can you. Em: I'm a helpless drama queen with a buncha friends o.o; (And I love them all, mind you, this is just some more whining to the only person who'd put up with it.) Jade: Nothing's more pleasing... than a tummy full of chocolate and ice cream. Jade: o.o Jade: Try that remedy Em: I already did ramen and Dr. Pepper Jade: Try chocolate, cause it really helps. Jade: Sailors promise! (Note: Jade isn't a sailor >>) Em: I don't have any (Prepare yourself.. for the DOWNHILL RIDE OF TEEN ANGST AND PMS!!!) Em: Screw it Em: I have no future Em: And I'm a Boca brat Em: Spoiled (Spoiled, tubby, short, tan, mock-rebellious, I couldn't break a major rule if I wanted to, I have mental problems, I think I'm acquiring acute respiratory issues due to stress, AND! I only just started high school!) Em: The whole deal Em: I just haven't dressed the part yet Jade: ~smacks her butt~ Well shame on you then... (What is it with people and my behind? I guess it's just so fucking huge that they have to touch it. o.o;; Wow..) Em: TOUCH MY ASS AGAIN AND I SWEAR I'LL RIP YOUR FUCKING EYES OUT! > (Mroww! Hisss! >>) Jade: Mm-hm... Em: Grr! o.o; Jade: You apparently thought you did something wrong, so I was just 'punishing' you. (I really didn't understand that part, but whatever.) Em: YOUR PUNISHMENT JUST MADE MEH ANGEREEDDD! o.o; Em: Then I started thinking about that stupid show, Unfabulous or some shit (Ugh, I hate that show, it is S0000 poser ><) Em: With that singing girl who started high school Em: I thought about sending her a hate letter Em: 'Cause she can't sing Em: And she's a bitch to her friends (Sound familiar?! o.o;; No, don't look at them, I was talking about me.) Em: So why not? <<;; Em: GOD DAMN! XD Jade: I'm sure she gets enough... Em: Tell her who ever gave her producer the idea was on crack Em: 'Cause it was stupid to begin with Em: And we don't need any more TV-Stars-turned-Pop-artists Em: DAMN THE MEDIAAA! (Curse the system! Screw the Man!) Jade: Yup Em: >>;;; Em: Le blah Jade: .. Excuse me for a moment... I'm going to go make myself some choco-milk... Cause I need something cold and chocolate... Jade: I'm getting... ice cream tomorrow... Jade: Or... I'll like... die or something... o.o Jade: And Dr. Pepper... And I'll be good Em: I need.. chocolate milk Em: That would be so hot Em: I'd be like.. yum. xD Yeap.. there you go. Amazing, huh? I'm sure you were enthralled and ensnared in every little bitsy peice, huh? Well, in more currenter news, if it could get more current >>; We made our music video yesterday, and it was pretty crazy. We did Magic by King Diamond (the coool guy). I was supposed to be King, Jade and Laur were guitarists and Chris was the drummer. Sooooo.. We decided I was going to do a knee slide under the battle of the guitars, but instead, I walk into the guitars, turned knee-slid under the guitars, ran into the door ('cause we filmed it infront of my front door) pushed off from the door, got attacked by our ghetto drum set (a bunch of buckets on stools and a covered bowl as a base drum with King Diamond's sign)(Which REALLY looks like a penis) Chris picked up the drums off me, I grabbed the bowl/bass drum, smacked myself in the head with it (though you couldn't see this because Laur or Jade was standing infront of me) then started showing off the red penis sign on the thing. I stood back up and started singing again, it was great. Really funny ^^; I turned it in this morning to Mr. Weddle and got really scared 'cause he said before that he was going to show them on the morning announcements, and I didn't know if he would show it today. He didn't (thak god) and we didn't even watch it in class. I would of been okay if we watched it in class today because Hot Kid Keith wasn't there, so I wouldn't be as embarrassed as I would be if he was there. Wow. All this over a boy. A very attractive, gothic, make-up wearing, color coordinated, yummy, pale boy.. Damn o.o;;; Naomi, Michelle, and I have like.. a fucking Keith fan club. Speaking of this goth boy, let me tell you what happened one day. ------------------- FLASHBAAAAACK! ---------------- Mmkay, soo.. We're at lunch, and Keith walks by, and Michelle says hi, then Naomi's like "Hi" and I waved some, though I was like, paralyzed. And he walked away, so I was like "OOOOOH MY GAWWWWD!" and started to fake cry in Michelle's stomach, and she was patting me, and.. he comes back o.o;; I was like.. frozen, my fucking FACE in Michelle's LAP (xD) and Naomi's like "Hiiiiii" and Michelle's like "Looking for someone?" and he's like "Yeah.." and Naomi's like "I like your pants.. and your boots.. they're really cool." And I still didn't move 'cause I was so scared. I could just feel him looking at me, and I was so embarrassed, I mean, I have last period with this kid xD (TV PRODUCTION! XX) So yeah, he went away, and I freaked out again, and it was funny. ------------------- END FLASHBAAAAACK! ---------- Heh.. Today was silly, too. This boy walked by with REALLY hot chainy pants and Naomi's like,"I like your pants!" and he's like "Thanks.." and I was screaming after him "I LIKE YEW!! I LIIIIIIKE YOU A LOOOTTTT!!!" <<; I scare any one who walks past our table xDD I would scream out different words for period, and every time I did, this other kid we positively adore would walk by. It was so funny ^^; YEY! I MADE MYSELF HAPPYYYYY! And my laundy's almost done! ^^ Good things! The first anime meeting was today. And I felt so smart 'cause I knew a buncha stuff they asked and I'd cosplayed and gone to a con before and stuff ^^ Special ness. My neck hurts from headbanging (another thing I did in the music video) and Josh (Wolfe, whatever) said I could take pictures of Sworn to Silence (the band he's part of) for like websites and stuff. So I was freaking out ^^ Then Jeremy called, and that kinda made me depressed 'cause he wants to kill himself all the time. He's been in rehab recently for trying and now he's all like "I need a gun" and "Won't you kill me?" and shit like that, and I really don't need that right now, yanno? I got enough stuff to deal with emotionally and I really don't want to know about that. Keep it.. to yo-self o.0; Anyways, I think I'm gonna try and wrap this up a bit.. I don't think I have any more newss... But if you see my cell number in my away message, that means you call me, you crack whores o.o; No excuses. I love you all ^^ And great HAPPY THINGS! Like that. Wheeee? Bai <3 "YOUR ASS.. IS ON FIRE!" |
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| Anonymous | 10-12-04 3:27pm "Screw the Man!"
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A-Demons-Angel | 10-12-04 3:43pm Wow... our convo is on there... Whee!
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 | Re:, 10-12-04 10:01pm Jade, you're a loser. And I'm tellin' ya, Keith. If you slicked down your hair or something, you would be SEXY! WhOOO!
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Anonymous | Re: Re:, 10-13-04 6:38pm Naw, I'm good, I got the semi white-boy afro goin on.
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| Anonymous | Jeremy?, 10-23-04 3:46pm Who is jeremy??? and when the hell do I get to meet hot kid keith!!!???? damn you!! Happy things!
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