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| Anytngbtordinary (profile) wrote, on 10-13-2004 at 6:59pm | |
| Current mood: good |
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| Today...was today. Pretty good. Wow did i say that? I used the word good to describe my day...whoa :-). Lunch was cool...but strange because i had to spend it with people i dont usually talk to. I had to be there for NHS and yeah... the people are nice...but like i said i dont really talk to them...maybe i should start. This years the year to just be friends with like everyone. I'm eating way too much fast food...i'm going to give it up this new year i think...and get soda back...maybe if i still like it. Senior pictures are fun...but people can be jerks about them. "You look really good! I'm impressed! Crap...didnt mean it that way. I'm bad with words..." (that was funny though) then i got this: "Wow!!! You should look like that everyday!" Ouch... I told my mom that and she goes: "See! You really should try to look good each day and wear cute clothes instead of the crap you wear..." thanks mom -.- damn it. Everyone else found that comment as mean as i did then my mom has to go and back that comment up. Arg. Am i really that ugly? Man windows media player is playing crappy music right now...its picking all the wrong songs. I have to babysit soon for a camper and her sister. Yeah money! I woke up at 6 this morning....maybe thats the key to having a good day...waking up early and taking some time to get ready instead of doing it in 10 minutes... A ton of people asked me if i got my hair cut...i just had it down because i had time to leave it down. That sounds weird...but i did... i had time to straighten it and crap. In psychology today we were asked to say who we thought we were. Thats a hard question to answer...let me tell you. If anyone cares to respond, tell me who you think you are. I want to read it! I said "I am me. I like to think i think deeper than people think i do. I like being with people, not alone. And i hate being home because then i become lazy and I am on the internet for ever...worst form of communication...well other than text messaging i guess. I'm organized through disorganization. " After that i was kind of lost. Its really hard to figure out who you are. I constantly have moments where i ask myself "Who the hell am i?" Ever have that? Where you feel like you are just a complete stranger to yourself? Its really strange. Well thats it. I have to get ready to go. Bye! Have a nice night. ~Jackie |
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| Anonymous | 10-13-04 11:41pm "I am who I am. I see myself as comfortable simply sitting at home by myself, but not usually protesting to leaving and hanging out with people. I'm a pretty organzied person most of the time, sometimes bordering on anal (don't you dare move my pens out of order! gar!)...I try not to live in the past too much, but I tend to anyway. Then there's that whole major apathy I deal with...or don't deal with...since it's apathy. That's me...I think"
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Anytngbtordinary | Re:, 10-13-04 11:52pm Good answer!
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