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xxinterrupted (profile) wrote, on 10-19-2004 at 1:08am | |
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i was sitting here earilier today flipping through the channels while gabrielle was sleeping, and i turned on Maternity Ward on TLC. there was a women in labor.. i remembered when i was in her place, sitting in the hospital getting an epidural. having gabrielle was the most wonderful experience of my whole life, and i know it will be for the rest of my life. i just hope that when you [the person that's reading my journal] have a child, you'll feel the same. it's amazing how much i love her. i never thought i could love anyone this much. and i mean it's a totally different kind of love from the way i love jim.. i don't know it's hard to explain. one day when you have kids, you'll think back and say "hey, that one chick said i'd feel something like this.. now i know what she means." *sighs* okay, i'll get off my soap box. gabrielle just fell back asleep.. but i'm not really tired; so i thought i'd rant on here for a bit. today i didn't do much, took care of the baby, jim and his mom stopped down for a bit and visited. kelly came over to, then we went over her house to get something to eat and watched sixteen candles. that movie is so cute. *smiles* ahhh.. anyways.. it was raining all day today, it was miserable. i think i'm getting a cold. so sometimes i get bored and i go into chatrooms on aol. i don't talk, i don't really do anything except read the convos in the room [they make me laugh.. haha] but anyways, if someone IM's me; i'll talk. then as soon as i say something about me having a baby- they stop talking. now why is that? is it a scary thing to have a baby? do i scare people now? haha; it makes me laugh.. i just thought i'd share that with everyone. hmmm.. i have to get a costume for saturday.. it's the costume party at the bar.. i'm waitressing. so i'm thinking of ideas.. help! kelly, if you're reading this in school- leave me a note telling me what time your computer class is so i can get online to talk to you! well, i'm off to bed.. gonna try to get some sleep before i have to get up with gabrielle. <3 |
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Anonymous | hey jen!, 10-19-04 9:04am i have computer 2 nd pd. and im also in here for 3rd period study hall.so basically im here from 8:35-10:05! mrs skiles is so fuckin stupid she keeps yelling at me for typing!lmao! get online!!
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xxinterrupted | Re: hey jen!, 10-19-04 1:46pm haha, you always get in trouble. i'll be online tomorrow! |
brokenmentality | 10-19-04 6:21pm "so good at setting bad examples"
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xxinterrupted | Re:, 10-20-04 1:38am LOL a kangaroo.. hahaa |