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xxinterrupted (profile) wrote,
on 10-19-2004 at 1:08am
Current mood: touched
i was sitting here earilier today flipping through the channels while gabrielle was sleeping, and i turned on Maternity Ward on TLC. there was a women in labor.. i remembered when i was in her place, sitting in the hospital getting an epidural. having gabrielle was the most wonderful experience of my whole life, and i know it will be for the rest of my life. i just hope that when you [the person that's reading my journal] have a child, you'll feel the same. it's amazing how much i love her. i never thought i could love anyone this much. and i mean it's a totally different kind of love from the way i love jim.. i don't know it's hard to explain. one day when you have kids, you'll think back and say "hey, that one chick said i'd feel something like this.. now i know what she means." *sighs* okay, i'll get off my soap box.

gabrielle just fell back asleep.. but i'm not really tired; so i thought i'd rant on here for a bit.

today i didn't do much, took care of the baby, jim and his mom stopped down for a bit and visited. kelly came over to, then we went over her house to get something to eat and watched sixteen candles. that movie is so cute. *smiles* ahhh..

anyways.. it was raining all day today, it was miserable. i think i'm getting a cold.

so sometimes i get bored and i go into chatrooms on aol. i don't talk, i don't really do anything except read the convos in the room [they make me laugh.. haha] but anyways, if someone IM's me; i'll talk. then as soon as i say something about me having a baby- they stop talking. now why is that? is it a scary thing to have a baby? do i scare people now? haha; it makes me laugh.. i just thought i'd share that with everyone.

hmmm.. i have to get a costume for saturday.. it's the costume party at the bar.. i'm waitressing. so i'm thinking of ideas.. help!

kelly, if you're reading this in school- leave me a note telling me what time your computer class is so i can get online to talk to you!

well, i'm off to bed.. gonna try to get some sleep before i have to get up with gabrielle.

<3
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Anonymous

hey jen!, 10-19-04 9:04am

i have computer 2 nd pd. and im also in here for 3rd period study hall.so basically im here from 8:35-10:05! mrs skiles is so fuckin stupid she keeps yelling at me for typing!lmao! get online!!

<3 kel

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xxinterrupted

Re: hey jen!, 10-19-04 1:46pm

haha, you always get in trouble. i'll be online tomorrow!

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brokenmentality

10-19-04 6:21pm

"so good at setting bad examples"

i LOVE tbs!

im so happy for you and your baby... awww.. babies are so cute.

and for ideas... ermm.. i have no idea. im trying to figure out what i should be too.... you could be a kangaroo.. lol.

im not sure why. but how fun and random would that be?

"what are you?"

"a kangaroo, what are you"

"marilyn monroe"

"pshhh, thats been done SO many times"

i can see it now....



yes, well.... *clears throught....*

thats enough for today.

later doll.

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xxinterrupted

Re:, 10-20-04 1:38am

LOL a kangaroo.. hahaa

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