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blondie17 (profile) wrote,
on 10-19-2004 at 8:00am
so yesterday i swallowed hard, and then i dialed his number. it was the wrong number. whoops. then i tried again. he picked up. we talked about him and his band. the band camilla wants him to be their lead singer. wow. i asked him if he wanted to come over tomorrow and watch a movie....breathing stops in anticipation....he says yeah maybe ill swing by....but i work until 7. so i said id call him around 7.




i am so nervous i feel like throughing up. the funny thing in this is the fact that he probably wont even come. or answer his phone. so luckly at least ill get a clean house out of this and a nce clean bedroom with no more dirty clothes.



wish me luck.
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stinko

10-19-04 8:47am

camilla. really?
wow.

dear casey.
i love you.
and there always is a chance.
just don't kill yourself over this.
please.

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blondie17

Re:, 10-19-04 8:50am

i wont literally, but i think my heart can only be broke so many times, but i mean it i dont know how ill handle this.

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stinko

Re: Re:, 10-19-04 9:36am

you will
your strength will surprise you.

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