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swimfan14 (profile) wrote,
on 10-19-2004 at 8:25pm
I'm talking to Chloe's mom right now. I was going to go there for Spring Break but we have new plans now. They might be moving back this year maybe and maybe not. They might know in a few weeks but If they don't move back before Spring Break then I'm going there to see them and if they are then Chloe and her family and me will be going somewhere else for Break. I'm happy I think. Things are really complicated for me right now between alot of people.

Her mom is telling me how she doesn't want to move back because of all the snow and I'm like "yeah well when I graduate I'm outta here" shes like "California?" im like "yes" then shes like " are you sure you want to do that" im like " im positive" then shes like "UCLA" and I'm like "yeah hopefully or somewhere in California" shes so funny...Shes like my 2nd mom. I love her.

anywho

so today I go to my locker before 6th hour to go to Biology and I open my locker and I look for my biology book and folder, I don't see it im like "hmm..its got to be in this mess somewhere" so I start frantically looking for it and I couldn't find it in my locker so I started freaking out because I never lose things and my stuff couldn't have walked away. So im like hmm..maybe I left it at my dads house on friday but then I remembered I never took it home..so I was frustrated so I just went to class and then Im like "Katy.....I...Can't find my book.." and shes like "oh well did you leave it in here on friday after the assembly thing" im like "oh yeah...I think I did" so I found it and everything was better after that so that was my day.

Kevin i cant believe you...we were just talking and you just get offline..geez..i tell ya... but if your reading this and I dont know if you read these at all but if you do then I still want to talk to you about all that sometime...ok.?

This girl I know wrote this poem. It's really sad. I started crying when I first read it.

I walked down the hallway with you everyday
"are you gonna hit me with your purse" you'd say.
you would were your ninja turtles shirt to school,
you were setting a trend, you made it look cool.
Tuesday September 14 2004,
that day was suppose to be fun but i dont like that day anymore.
you were suppose to come to chours and get ready for our preformance.
we needed to get our songs ready, get them perfect and fit
but little did i know, that rehersal you'd miss.
everyone knows the story, i cant tell it anymore,
everytime i do, it makes me hate that tuesday even more.
Jake i miss you so much more than you would ever know.
i wish it was me not you that had to go.
this cant be real i know its not true,
i cant even believe that last week, i was talking to you.
the tears in my eyes shines like the personality left behind
and no matter how many times people can get me to try, just know that i will never say good-bye ~

so sad

Could there be a different ending
To the same old story
Cause you're not the first to say
You're gonna be there for me
I need to know what's in your heart
Can you finish what you start
How can I be sure I won't be sorry





anyways thats really all thats new. Hopefully this week will be better than last week. lets hope..
PEACE OUT, ASHLEY*

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