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| greyXmatter (profile) wrote, on 10-22-2004 at 7:03pm | |
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| If I didn’t know better, I’d say living here has boosted my suicidal thought rate another 86 percent. And it’s the little things that make it that way. “If you pull a stunt like that again, you won’t live to be eighteen.” … “It’s not like I’m going to live to be 18 anyway.” Dead silence. …I love myself for saying that to her. I really do… and my mother loves surprises. 608. Rachel told me. We don’t go by what Rachel says. We have direct TV. …So does Rachel. o_0 ::looks it up on the internet:: What channel is it? Well Rachel told you, didn’t she? ::walks away:: :grunts and looks at computer screen::::reads:: 608. …bite me, seriously. It’s six thirty. I think I’m going to the football game tonight at North Warren. Varsity. To see my friends. That I miss. That I want to come back home to. Today. You know, I’d drop Belvidere in a heartbeat at the chance to go back to my hometown. I hate it here. Not the people. Yes, the people. I’ve grown really strong feelings for Bev and Josh, though. You two disregard. It’s everyone else that makes me like this. Josh is out partying and I want him here now. Or at least on the phone would be nice. I just want Josh. Know that when I hit the road, I’m thinking of you both. |
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allmysinsx | 10-24-04 9:09pm I think I’m going to the football game tonight at North Warren.
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