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cowsgomoo!!! (profile) wrote,
on 10-24-2004 at 12:00am
i love coming home...........but i hate being here.

does that make sense to anyone? because thats how i feel. i'll try to explain :

when i walk in my house i get the feeling that im wanted/needed by someone. and its not just my cat and dog and usually little brother that run up to me and hug me or want me to pet them (being the animals, not Jon). its just the general aura i get from stepping in the house..........I LOVE IT.

but, staying here always messes that feeling up. but yeah, enough random thoughts for the night.


yesterday was fun. emily and i hung out all day after school.
we went to see "hero" at the star. it was pretty good, not what i thought it would be, but not bad.

after that we went to the haunt. but, instead of listening to my good judgement, i listened to emily's directions and we ended up in allegan. yeah......dont ask how, or why, but yeah........ it was fun though. she felt really bad about it, but i just laughed it off. i figured if i didnt i'd be pissed. but yeah, i didnt really care. so, we went to the haunt after the "detour" to allegan. um.... the haunt was okay, not what i expected it to be, but it was still pretty cool. um..... yeah that was about it for yesterday.

went to bill's party today, it was alright till people were being dumb with guitars........

rueben, michelle, waller, jenny, dylan, and i went to arby's to play trivial pursuit when we left. fun stuff. its not something i'd usually do, but i figured "what the hell" and went. it was pretty cool

oh, and at the party erin lost like 20 bucks. she thinks someone stole it.......so i hope she finds it or finds who did it. she was getting pissed, so i hope everything works out for her


but other than that didnt do anything today.


yeah, i have to work tomarrow, which sucks. but oh well, i need the money. i can open my availibility up again because soccer and marching band is done. so thats good. um...... yeah, thats about all i have to say now......... uh...... yeah, im gone.

-me
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sputnik

10-24-04 10:26pm

I know what your talking about stepping into your house and it feeling just right. I get that feeling because that's where I know aI can escape my strees from anything, but then mom yells at you for the chores and your little sister wants you to do their hair or help them with homework or cook dinner or whatever else could be asked of you.

I love being home but I hate having to do anything there.
Sounds like a full weekend though. Did you have time to sit down? And who's emily?*wink-wink

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mysticdaydream

10-27-04 1:29am

"or want me to pet them (being the animals, not Jon)."

yeah yeah, sure.

i'd let you pet me anytime ;-)

hehe

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brianna

10-27-04 2:45pm

"i love coming home...........but i hate being here."

I know exactly how you feel, but probably in a different light than you. Like I come home from college and it's all craziness and nothing seems as it was. I want so badly to be needed and yet life went out without me and that pisses me off. You know?

Alright. Enough. Just thought I'd comment.

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liz

11-06-04 3:11pm

ROB!!!! I miss you but not spanish class. only your in brit lit but we never talk. damn it. whats up.

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