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innocence (profile) wrote,
on 10-24-2004 at 4:24pm
Music: in my daughters eyes
well ill start off this entry by saying how PISSED i am bc i was in the middle of writing my entry and the computer went cooky on me and erased it all.. damn computers

well, first off, i miss carly, a lot. and i feel like i dont talk to her anymore and we're drifting.. really drifting. i thought she would be the only one that really made an effort to kit with me, and she is, but i feel like we dont talk as much and like shes mad at me. are u mad at me carly??

other than that, ive been setting up for my birthday party. friday is a half day, 815 - 932 .. yupp only 80 minutes, then that night i get carly from the airport and we go to my uncles, then saturday is my paarty.

oh and get this bullshit, jfk sent my aunt a letter saying that there was money that needed to be paid. they said there was an emergency breathing procedure used for my mom before she was put into icu. the thing is, THE ONLY REASON THE PROCEDURE WAS DONE WAS BECAUSE MY MOM WAS FOUND ON THE FLOOR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT WITHOUT OXYGEN. ITS NOT OUR FUCKING FAULT THAT U FUCKERS AT JFK DIDNT TAKE CARE OF MY MOM LIKE U WERE PAID TO DO. U SHOULD HAVE BEEN WATCHING HER LIKE HAWKS, BUT YOU WERENT. THATS WHY MY MOM DIED, BECAUSE U FUCKS COULDNT WATCH HER, UR ONLY JOB WAS TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS IN HER BED WITH OXYGEN, BUT YOU CANT EVEN HANDLE THAT. WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT SHE WS FOUND ON THE FLOOR, I WANTED TO KILL EVERY NURSE THAT EVER TOOK CARE OF MY MOTHER. AND NOW U WANT ME TO PAY FOR AN OPERATION THAT WAS ONLY DONE BECAUSE OF YOUR LACK OF RESPONSIBILITY, BECAUSE OF YOUR CARELESSNES.. .NO I DONT THINK SO. i have so much anger towards you, and i swear the first stop i make in florida will be jfk hospital, n it will be a visit you will never forget

other than that, i am completely head over heals with this guy, but i think he has a girlfriend, im actually pretty positive he has a girlfriend. whatever, shit never works out for me anyway.

but now im so mad i lost my train of thought and forgot what the rest of my entry was going to be about. soo im out..


girl.. i love you

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Anonymous

10-24-04 4:33pm

I am never mad at you i called you four times in a row last night hoping you would answer silly. FUCK JFK!!!! they suck huge hairy donkey balls


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strawberrie

Re:, 10-24-04 8:10pm

damn dawg thats some bullshit FUCK them seriouslly i would like to see what they would say if it was their family but w/e i miss u alot n i dont have my cell fone anymore so i cant call u n fuckin' alot of bullshit but yeah ill try getting in touch with u sooooon have a wonderful birthday n be expecting my call umm other than that g/l with the boy xoxox miss ya much-o

heather

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 10-25-04 10:02am

hey hey, dont be mad at the hospital, they just made a mistake. yeah your mom died, but im sure the last thing on their mind was "let kill this lady". they have a shit load of patients to attend to. you should know empathy is serperate from business, so you cant even be mad they air billing you. if you have proof that negligence killed your mom, then file a law suit.
besides that
have a happy bday, enjoy your life, you really gotta learn to be optimistic and shit.
bye bye

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re:, 10-25-04 4:01pm

Yeah the hospital made a misake but its pertially thier fault Bambs ended up in ICU. With the nurses and staff knowing the conditiong she was in there was know way in hell she should have been on the floor without oxygen as long as she was. That mistake is a lil to big to be forgiven right away. plus they fucked up by letting bambs outta the hospital the first time when she lost 12lbs. Fuck JFK.

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Anonymous

wickkk, 10-31-04 11:04am

i love you baby!

<33

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