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| eragedbluerat (profile) wrote, on 10-26-2004 at 2:50pm | |
| Current mood: sad would be an understatement Music: One Thing - Finger Eleven Subject: I Miss Bob |
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| I'm sitting here crying right now. Full on balling my eyes out. I dont know what brought this on. but i miss Bob so much. he was the coolest little bunny ever. He made me so happy. Especially when i was depressed and upset. Bob just made me smile and laugh. And you know what the worst part is? I killed him. ME. Despite how much i loved him i was the one that eventually killed him. he was overweight and i didnt push him hard enough to run or exercise. I didnt take good enough care of him. And i know he suffered. its all so upsetting. I cant take it anymore. I need him back now. i need to know that Bob isnt mad at me. i knew he's just a bunny but to me he wasnt just a bunny. he was a source of joy. he was MY bunny. I know that friends die and stuff. Especially now with Ian being dead. But the thing is, i didnt know Ian. and Bob was there no matter what. Probably because he was in a cage. but he never flipped ou and got mad for a dumb reason. he didnt have those stupid human qualities like jelousy and hatred. He never got angry at me for saying something stupid. He was just Bob. Always happy to see me. And i killed him. God i need help. ~BOYER |
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evilgirl28666 | 10-27-04 7:15am i love you, dont be sad |
| Anonymous | 11-24-04 10:13pm UPDATE |