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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 10-27-2004 at 7:39pm
Music: mercy kiss x abandoned pools
i dont know what i think anymore.. i guess im happy, maybe? i sometimes miss the old times.. but i really dont remember what they were like.. i really like that ive made new friends..i like keeping busy and making money and having fun :-) you only live once.. and your only a teenager once why not make the best of it?

the whole meaghan situation is fucked up.. i honsetly forget why i hated her in the first place.. hum maybe it was the rumors factor or the fact that she talked so much shit to ppl about me.. i dont know i just wish shit wasnt so fucked.. i dont think i regret anythign thats happened cuz obviously theres some reason were not friends and have gotten into huge fights like this more than once... i mean i was drunk on gonchas bday and i wanted to appoligize to meg.. and they say "drug words are sober thoughts" but when im sober my other thoughts are bias and i get pissed off and dont wanna talk to her.. i dont know um fucked..

people talk so much shit about ppl who smoke and shit.. its so dumb it doesnt change who u are how live what your like i am the same person.. i just like pot because its a temporary blink of happiness its not like i cant be happy without it.. i can.. it just is fun! idk..

i dont like anyone as of right now surprisingly.. i guess i really havent found anyone worth liking right now who i know will actually like me back.. hummm chances are slim to none..

men = ass yes i said it lol

well i guess thats it for now

4 DAYS TIL FRIGHT FEST!!!!
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xonixieox

10-28-04 10:29am

amanda maltz i love you so fucking much! your the best baby! i know that you miss meg.. deep down inside no matter what you say about it or about her.. and she misses you too.. i love you both! you know you dont have to be "bestfriends" again.. just talk to her and im sure things will be okay..

ohh and whats this funny buisness about not liking anyone? i seem to think of a boy ( i forget his name at the moment ) that you seem to like mighty fine ! lol ;) hahha jk

i love you amanda.. ohh yes and drug words are sober thoughts.. whoever said that to you was right..

-Nik

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silentcriez

Re:, 10-28-04 7:31pm

i absolutely love you nicole allen! you are my life <33

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Anonymous

weed, 10-29-04 10:00pm

Possessing marijuana is a criminal offense. A person arrested for possession of marijuana can be charged with either a misdemeanor or a felony, depending on the amount involved and may receive a prison sentence.

The marijuana available today is stronger than the marijuana available in the 1960s. It also may be laced with other drugs. Because it's impossible to judge its potency just by looking at it, its effects are hard for users to regulate.

Tetrahydrocannabinol, the main, active ingredient in marijuana, temporarily alters brain functioning that affects sensory perception, reflexes, and coordination. Because it changes the way people see, hear, and feel, it can impair judgement. Driving under the influence of marijuana is extremely dangerous. The fact that many teens smoke marijuana while they are drinking alcohol makes driving even more lethal.

Though many people believe it isn't, marijuana is physically addicting. Each year, 100,000 people in the United States alone are treated for marijuana dependence. Heavy marijuana smokers who quit smoking may experience the same symptoms of withdrawal as users of nicotine or other drugs.

Studies suggest that marijuana may cause permanent short- and long-term memory loss.

Smoking marijuana can release inhibitions, causing people to engage in risky social and sexual behavior. In recent years, the consequences of such behavior has become deadly; since contracting AIDS is a possible consequence of unsafe sexual practices.

As with any excessive drug use, smoking marijuana can interfere with school performance, extra-curricular activities, and peer relations. Heavy smokers often lose their sense of motivation and find it difficult to concentrate. Particularly potent marijuana can even induce paranoia.

Regular use of marijuana may play a role in causing cancer (particularly lung cancer) and problems with the immune or reproductive systems. Studies also show that someone who smokes five joints a day may be taking in as many cancer-causing chemicals as someone who smokes a full pack of cigarettes every day.

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silentcriez

Re: weed, 10-30-04 7:15pm

yes i know these things thank you very much

too bad i dont smoke 5 joints a day.. dont do bad in school.. dont lack motivation.. dont fuck up in extra curricular activities.. and am not physically addicted.. marijuana use is not a physical need.. its a mental need..

who are you? and why do you care anyways?

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Anonymous

Re: Re: weed, 11-01-04 7:37pm

Thats what you think

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silentcriez

Re: Re: Re: weed, 11-04-04 1:38pm

no, thats what i know..

now stop leaving me anonymous comments..

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Anonymous

It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom; keep that in mind at all times, 11-07-04 11:07pm

"I smoke and if you have a problem with that I suggest taking a look around at the world we live in and you know, shutting the fuck up."

- Bill Hicks





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silentcriez

Re: It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom; keep that in mind at all times, 11-08-04 6:36am

i adore you

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