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| brownsugar (profile) wrote, on 10-28-2004 at 12:49am | |
| Music: sweet dreams- annie lennox Subject: It's so hard sometimes. |
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| I just can't function sometimes. Everything seems so set so perfect. You have these goals that are laid out for you, that are supposedly the "perfect" person and each person lays out their own expectations of people. My parent's expectation is for having good education, and good status. Half our school's expectation is for good grades. People always ask you "oh what'd you get, what'd you get?" and I'd be like SHUT THE FUCK UP, or I'd feel really ashamed and be ashamed to the point where i might've even lied. But this year I learned that there is no point in lieing about your grade, cuz who the FuCk cares about what the other people think about my grades? Why should I have to prove myself to these people? I should be able to prove myself to.. myself. And, that's it. If I get a bad grade, who cares? I'll let the world know.. scream it out. Cuz I have nothing to prove to anyone. I know it took me long to realize that but seriously I hate how everyone can be so superficial and not look at the actual inside of someone but only look at "oh they don't get good grades so I can't be friends with them.. shoo bitch" or how people have to keep on and on and on explaining themselves for not getting into a certain class or not getting a certain grade. It's just like DO I CARE? On the topic of things I hate, I hate it when people think they know everything when they know NOTHING. They're like "oh please I know why" and you just want to punch them and say shut the fuck up and get lost but you can't do that because then you'd get expelled and you're fucking parents will disown you. I hate drama queens. OK we get the point you're sad but don't push the fucking thing in my face I don't care nill shit about your life, don't you get it?? I hate it when introverted people look down on the extroverted people and are like "oh I'm better than you because I'm not making a fool of myself like you are." WELL, you know what bitch, I may be making a fool of myself but you are a fucking MUTE. I hate it when people just put you down to get into the good graces of someone else. They'll deny being friends with someone just make some other person see them in better eyes. I hate it when people try make themselves seem better by naming the people they hang out with and carrying it around as if that makes them all high and mighty. Well, insecure bitch, if there really isn't anything good about you I guess you'll just have to make your name by association. I hate it when people just make their life talking about other people's life. And just don't stop talking. You can never trust them cuz they can just turn against you any second. Never trust a gossiper, cuz hey they just may be gossiping behind YOUR back. Everything'll come back to everyone one day. All the indescrepencies with society and life. They come back to everyone one day and bite them in the back.. hard. |
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HollishDanishM | wow, 10-28-04 4:19pm You hate a lot of things lol, I'm glad you got that off your back. Everyone has done every single one of those at least once, some people just don't learn from their insecurities, I guess. Some of them I don't agree with, but it's all about weak points.
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