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H2OforDuo (profile) wrote,
on 10-30-2004 at 8:50pm
Subject: I missed my chance
Okay. A lot has happened over the past several weeks, starting with:

My dad had surgery. He was in the hospital but he is home now. He's still not doing well.

Second important event: (Yesterday) Aimee's dad was found on the floor of his house. He'd been lying there for FIVE days. He was rushed to the hospital. Mom and Aimee went to see him in California.

Which leads to: I'm taking care of dad now. I got to go over to Hunter's and rpg, but I couldn't stay for the night. They're going to rp ALL NIGHT. And I could have been there.
-_- But no.
It's not like I can blame Mom, or Aimee or dad. But It makes me a little hacked off, because the guys do that stuff all the time, and I never get to take part. I had a chance. I missed it. I always want be closer to them! I want to be as close as they are...but I can't be. Maybe if I had stayed tonight I would have gotten just a little bit closer to that goal...Just a little bit.
But no.
I was so close. So close.



~Caro
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14outtanone

+jingle jingle+, 11-01-04 7:29pm

+hugs in a slightly violent way+
I feel your pain love, the all night RPG has been away from the Nee for about two years now. It still haunts me.

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