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| xxinterrupted (profile) wrote, on 11-9-2004 at 11:34pm | |
| Current mood: upset Subject: what the hell is wrong with me anymore? |
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| i'm sitting here checking my e-mail.. i just started crying after i read an article on breastfeeding babies. "it's so good for them" "it's a bonding experience" "babies grow up healthier" "babies are less likely to be obese when they grow older" okay.. what the hell? i feel so guilty for not breastfeeding, it's my fault if gabrielle isn't going to be healthy when she grows up. anymore if gabrielle cries, i cry with her. i feel like i'm doing everything wrong. no ones here to help; i'm doing everything on my own, plus i have to take care of the house, school work, my sisters, myself.. and i don't even have a job.. so i have to get my mom to buy everything for me. it's all to much for me anymore, i'm getting so over whelmed, and i feel so guilty for having to ask my mom for everything. the other night gabrielle was crying and crying because she had a stomache ache, i sat there and said to myself i wish she would shut the hell up. then i realized what i said and freakin cried for like an hour after i got her to bed. what's wrong with me anymore? i wish someone understood. |
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| Anonymous | 11-10-04 8:44am I understand why you're stressed out.. Everyone depends on you for everything and you have your own shit to take care of. I'm here for you..I love you..-Becky |
lilkristen | 11-10-04 7:33pm i love you jena |