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| mle (profile) wrote, on 4-28-2002 at 4:17pm | |
| Current mood: tired, stuffed, naseous Music: 20 fingers - boom i fucked your boyfriend (lol - those saugatuck girls...) Subject: last night |
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i went down to saugatuck w/ cheryl last night to visit sara. we went to the crash site and relived burt's last drive, even listening to the same song he was when he died. it was hard not to cry - and i didnt even know him! sara's still hurting - bad. she talked about him all the time. a bunch of their friends got tattoos in memory of burt. its really sad. i dont know how she could continue living. i wouldnt be able to. on a lighter note, we went to the orbit room. it was so much fun. i danced w/ this guy - i know his lil sis! how cracked out is that?! and he got kicked out for "dancing too close" or something. that wasnt cool. but oh well. i loved sara's friends - her neighbor john (i went to homecoming w/ his lil bro) is sooo cool. omg. lol - id get w/ him in a heartbeat. but too far away. but still... i havent met a guy i really liked in a long time. and he was totally awesome... there was a britney contest @ the orbit room last nite, and the chick that won had a little bit of a gut (like me). but katie was totally going off about how fat she was! i was thinking... "wow, what do you think of me? obese?" it killed me. i feel like shit about my body.. still.. as always. and im so sick of it. i cant take any more of this. im going to go wallow in my own misery. mle |
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drunkslut | 04-28-02 8:09pm wallowing doesnt help! i love you! |
spud | 04-28-02 9:19pm i refuse to have you whine. i'm 5'9" and weigh 190 lbs. i may be buff, but that's still underneath all the other layers. layers aren't attractive. i'm not one of the cute fat people. i'm one of the kinda fat people that nobody's man enough to mock. you are not alone in your boat. the only concern you should have about your weight is if you are comfortable with it. my mom and grandparents are concerned for my health, but i'm comfortable. even though they think i'm fat, i don't give a rats ass. i think it would be wise for you to consider what makes you uncomfy with yourself. if it's dietary, then change your diet. that means, if you're anerexic, eat something. if you're bulemic, well eat something you won't feel bad about keeping down. if you are discontent with your physical fitness, then make a point to do something.
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