11-10-04 7:23pm

I love you.

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Re:, 11-10-04 8:39pm

I love you, too.

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11-10-04 7:43pm

there is nothing that i can say that will fix anything that is wrong in your life, and it would presumptious of me to think that i could anyway. i know that you're falling apart, i understand that. i understand why. there was nothing written in this post that i didnt already know, ya know what i mean? i get it, i just dont know how to help. my love is all i can offer, and hope that it can help in some way or another.
*hugs*

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Re:, 11-10-04 8:40pm

You know me all too well.

You know that too, heh.

I love you. *hug

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11-10-04 8:10pm

my opinion i'm sure is probably not all too valuable to you, but im a loud mouth so im going to tell you that... I think your great, from what i get from you and your journal your life sucks and that sucks cuz yeah their are people who have it worse but their are people who have it better that need it worse. you deserve a better life and better people. I hope that you can make that happen. like i said your great, do whatever you can to make it better for you, and if you cant think of anything cry for awhile crying helps any situtation, and screw your family nobody needs that kind of shit from anyone especially the people that are supposed to be there for you the most. rock on stacy.

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Re:, 11-10-04 8:37pm

You're valuable to me and I'm glad you're my friend.

Thanks, Liz.

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11-10-04 8:18pm

Im sorry that you're going through this. Im sorry that you have no one to turn to. I know that we are hardly friends anymore, but Im here and I will listen. sometimes, you need someone that isnt really your friend, that you can just vent to, because they don't judge you, or atleast they shouldn't because they hardly know you.

I can relate on the violent drunk parent. I can relate on a few levels.

I'm here Staycie (heh), if you want to talk, vent, or just completely go off.

I won't judge you.

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Re:, 11-10-04 8:38pm

I'm glad you're still here for me. We have to talk more. I love you raych.
*hug*

-I'll add you to my msn soon.

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Re: Re:, 11-10-04 8:50pm

No problem.

We both have a lot of shit in our lives.

If you ever need to talk and im not online, just call (616-794-3359), and if im not here, ill be sure to call you back.

Crying is good though. I find it relaxing. But thats just me.

Anyway, It's my bedtime..

Love you Staycie..

And add me whenever its most convient for you. :) *hugs*

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11-10-04 8:23pm

Hey, add me to your phone.
I'll be here whenever you need me.

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Re:, 11-10-04 8:39pm

All right.

Thanks Ron.

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Re: Re:, 11-10-04 8:41pm

Any time

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11-10-04 8:45pm

when I am mad, I kill stuff on the computer, you could try that

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11-10-04 9:16pm

Just reading this entry kills me. Yesterday, and today have been the saddest in a long time. No day is all that great, but these have been the worst. Not because you're making them bad, but because I hate seeing you so angry, sad, and helpless. I care about you so damn much, Stacy. I thought you were mad at me today, so I didn't say much, and although you say you're not, you're probably a little resentful right now. There are two people who mean everything to me, and you know who they are. And if you don't know that one is you, then you're fucking blind :P So that means that I'm not going to betray you.
My birthday, I don't want anything more than us hanging out. I don't care if we just go to Morningstar and sit, a hotel, or even if we go to your house and talk in your room; that's what I want.
I don't mean this to be cheesy, fake, or all sentimental, and the fact that it's publically posted doesn't help.. guess I should've just said this to you, but oh well. I don't really care.
I love you a lot, Stacy, and although neither of us are much for the telephone, you know I'm always willing to talk to you through any form. Please don't ever feel like you can't come to me.

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Re:, 11-10-04 9:20pm

I'm not mad at you. I was mad today, about everything. I couldn't hide it. But, I know you're there for me, and I know where I stand in your eyes. It'll all be ok soon, I hope.

Thank you for being there. You are the only one that understands me completely. I couldn't thank you enough for that.

I love you Kate.

There's not much more for me to say.

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11-10-04 9:54pm

there are reasons stacy, and you know that. Hell, I wasn't even on the bandwagon, but people like to drag ME in for no reason...

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Re:, 11-10-04 10:00pm

Not one good enough reason to turn against someone. It's bullshit.

Like I've said a million times. Yeah, he's not perfect. He fucked up on a few things. He doesn't need 12 people telling him that. He needs good friends. Ones that won't turn against him.

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Re: Re:, 11-11-04 8:41pm

Again, you dont understand the situation because you're too blind. if you knew anything about mine and brads relationship, you wouldnt be saying what you are. and i dont hate you, you dislike me so dont go off on that tangent. this was between me and brad. look whos all involved now. iv been saying "these are the shittiest friends a person could get" for ages now.

i dont hate anyone, am i sick of everyone making the same mistakes every 2 months? yes.

thats all i have to say.

~JayZulla

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Re: Re: Re:, 11-11-04 11:19pm

You keep saying I don't understand, when every time I talk to you I tell you that I do. I'm not throwing myself in any situation whatsoever. I became part of it when people talked shit behind my back.

I don't dislike you. I'm just not going to deal with anyone that has a problem with me, or that I annoy.

I didn't make this post for anyone but myself. I didn't make it to whine, I just needed to say some things. I didn't specifically name out any people so I don't see how I don't understand anything. But think what you will.. later.

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-12-04 11:17am

again, if you understood, you would know i DONT have a problem with you, and that you DONT annoy me.

~JayZulla

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 11-12-04 11:35am

Ok.

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11-10-04 10:04pm

I dont hate you, never will.

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11-11-04 9:58am

Hey, Stace.

I know nothing that anyone can say can make anything better, and I know you don't want to hear the same old "You can always call me and I love you blah...." because that never helps and it usually isn't true. I mean, it is for a while, but then people forget and everything goes back to normal.
Anyways, what I'm getting at is that I just want you to know that I care... we haven't really talked lately or anything... but I hope you don't think I don't like you or dont care when you're upset.

So.. yes. I think this is where I'm done...

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11-11-04 2:28pm

Stacy we used to be really good friends, what happened? you know you can talk to me whenever you need to. OK. I still count you as a good friend of mine, we just dont have the same friends as we used to. I love you lots stacy, and even though you havent hung out with me in a while...you can totally come to my house to escape from your dad..ok? my dad would not care a bit. Your so awesome stacy and i dont know why ppl treat you bad....but they obviously arent your real and true friends. You deserve better stacy. they only talk about you because they are jealous. I will talk to you laters ok?? love you as a friend.
-Heather

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Re:, 11-12-04 12:39am

I actually thought of your house as an option. Next time I'll take that.

We do need to talk more. I didn't mean for anything to fall apart.

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Re: Re:, 11-12-04 2:32pm

Really you did? well it woulda been fine with my dad he thinks your pretty cool so yeah like i said anytime stacy, and nothin has fallin apart we have just made a mistake and learned from it. Ya know? so heres my number 696-3816, but you might have to call my dads cell cuz he wont pay the phone bill *shakes fist at him* 616-633-3764 just tell him its stacy your havin a really hard time at home with your dad and you need to get out and he would be there in a flash to help you out stacy he would pry come and get me first and we would go get you...alrighty?? DONT EVER be afraid to call. k? ttyl
-heather

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11-11-04 3:40pm

i wuv you stacy! bakc off brad shes mine! hehehe

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Re:, 11-12-04 12:34am

shut up jenny

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11-12-04 11:53pm

I'm not going to pretend that I know what's going on, or that I've been a close friend to you ever(until recently I thought you hated me), but I just want you to know that if you need a serious conversation, you could talk to me. I might not always agree with you, but I'll listen. Not that you'll ever think of taking me up on the offer, but whatever.


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Re:, 11-13-04 11:35am

I'll think about it.

And I don't hate you.

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sorry, 11-17-04 3:16am

hey, i just wanted to say im sorry for being an ass towards you and everyone else for that matter..... i have just been pissed at just about everything...that includes friends, family, and other things....just hope we can still be friends...considering my assiness of a mind.....anyways c ya later today at the school.....JOey

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Re: sorry, 11-17-04 6:16am

It's ok.

We can still be friends.

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11-18-04 12:08pm

stacy....its jackie.
remeber me? lol

anyway i always thought you were a cool person, not a bitch. and...you dont have to be anything you dont want to be.
i know you are probably REALY sick of this by now but, things will get better.
and yes i know this.

the last 3 months of my life have been hell. and im not talking about stupid "teenage" issues. real life hardballs. and it got better for me, so there is hope for you.

i miss you,
i heart you!@

jackie

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Re:, 11-18-04 3:54pm

Of course I remember you!

And yeah, I know. Sometimes I just break, but I know it will all get better and it could be a lot worse.

I miss you as well.
I less than three you.
:D
Buh bye.

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