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| swimfan14 (profile) wrote, on 11-11-2004 at 9:16pm | |
| I just got done watching the O.C lol while I talked to Chloe on the phone at the same time but she was watching it too so on commericals we talked and then when the show was on we just sat there with the phones up to our ears but watched tv lol were such dorks but we wanted to watch it together and thats the best it gets. friendships are tough. but most people make them work... Isn't it funny how you need me when you don't have a g/f but the second you have one your life revolves around them and when somethings wrong with them the world comes to a hault but oh no don't worry about me. When somethings wrong with me who cares right? Im just the 2nd best. You only run to me when shes gone. It's not going to keep working that way buddy. I'm not always going to be there for you and the day you realize im gone because you ruined things, will be great. just great. Things aren't so great like you thought are they? ha didn't think so. Im not wasting my time on stupid friendships that don't even matter to you when they matter the world to me. You assume that I'll always be there so who needs me now but when things get tough you come running to me as always. Ever since I first met you like 2 years ago. your still the same. you have no idea how much you've hurt me in every single way possiable. It just goes right past you when inside im dying and hurting more than ever. anyways i need to stop thinking about it. I deserve better. thats why Im glad I have chloe as my best friend at least she fucking cares about me and atleast calls me all the time and if we could hang out all the time we would but its a little hard when shes in florida and im here. im so angry at you..i need to stop talking about it right now. This weekend I have modeling school and I think my dad is picking me up in Eastpointe and we are going to Detroit which is really close..a few mins. away and my uncle just bought a 800,000 dollar house on a lake there so we are going to help him move in and my cousins Rachel and Sarah will be there so I will get to hang out with them as well and Im not sure on Sunday what we are doing for my b-day. I'd imagine we'd go out to eat somewhere and what not but I don't know what time we'll get back on Sunday. yah you all better say happy birthday to me or call me or something..k? j/k you dont have to but that would be nice...:D anyways I g2g..peace out..luvs |
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glitterkisses | 11-12-04 1:11pm OH hun I totally understand what you mean about being 2nd best. Some people are just so retarded that high school crushes become their life, untill one morning they wake up and realize they don't have one anymore |
swimfan14 | Re:, 11-12-04 3:00pm I know... and it totally sucks. They don't realize they messed up until their friend is already gone. Is all they care about is their stupid boyfriends or girlfriends and its really annoying and upsetting esp. after I already told them thats what they do and they said "my life DOES NOT revolve around my g/f" i was like "yah it does but ok" ya i'll have to tell you about it some time.
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glitterkisses | Re: Re:, 11-12-04 3:08pm Yeah EVEN after you tell them! I know!!!!Seems like after you tell them, they focus more on that, dumbasses.
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swimfan14 | Re: Re: Re:, 11-12-04 3:46pm yup, they are stupid. They just don't get it do they~!?! |