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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 11-12-2004 at 10:30am | |
| ok, im getting better at this updating thing...not a lot better, but its been less than three weeks since my last update... :) we started sitdown band, its not so bad, the pieces have been fairly easy so far, and the solos arent bad, plus ive got sara right there, and that makes the period go a little faster we threw a few times after school this week, it makes me remember how much i really dont like discus...its sad really, i feel like ive been stuck in this rut for the past 2 years, i can't break my pr, its horrible work has been going by steadily, its not bad, the cashiers are entertaining which is a plus, and i like most of my coworkers...so all is well in that department college stuff has been going on all around me, i have to go today to turn in my scholarship stuff for BG, yet another chance of a full ride with them, that will be my second full ride if i get it...im sweet like that i joined the orchestra this week for their holiday concert, i dont know why, i think i just got myself into a lot of trouble, but it'll be interesting, and most definitely stressful, but its another thing to keep me busy, thats really the only thing thats been keeping me going lately, all the things i need to do last night sara gave me a call after she had finished shopping with her mom and she wanted to hang out, so i headed over to her house, sat around for a bit, then went to kroger to get paid, then to megans...the three of us are the biggest rejects ever, it felt very much like old times where we would just sit around, chat, and laugh uncontrollably over things that arent really all that funny, it was really really nice though, it felt nice. i havent acted that way with anyone lately, and ive missed it. i think im starting to get myself into trouble though...this new crush has popped up, and its not good...i shouldnt have it, sara says its ok, megan says its ok..but not, so idk, i mean, i do like him, but i know i shouldnt, but its hard because when i talk to him its just nice, and i smile a lot when im around him, and i havent smiled a lot around anyone for a long long time. i'm still really weary about getting close to anyone, i just dont know what to do really, i wanted for so long to just not care about anyone and imm starting to screw myself over i had an attack the other night, for no reason whatsoever, it only lasted like 10 minutes, and it wasnt really a bad one, but these things are starting to piss me off, i was doing really well for 2 years and now they're popping up all over the God damned place...its really starting to piss me off a lot the other night felt a lot like it used to...i was online chatting with ian, actually having a conversation with megan, making fun of people with daniel, helping hodges out, and giving advice to someone else...i felt necessary again, it was nice i think thats it...everyone enjoy your day off!:) |
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Silvos | 11-12-04 11:44am I don't have a day off.... |