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blondie17 (profile) wrote,
on 11-15-2004 at 8:59am
well i dont know....i think jeff and i could actually have something. This past weekend was fun. i hung out with my friends robin, jeff and josh. it was fun. we hung out like the whole weekend. yesterday, after hanging out with them, i went to ten bells, and saw my friends band play, that was fun they did really well. their band is APD after prior day, and you should all find out when they are playing. weston came up and gave me a hug and told me thanks for com ing, he was drunk already but that didnt matter to me. i dont think i should have gone because i was finally starting to get over him, and then i saw him on stage and it all came back to me. the scary thing is...id do anything for him, or anything to be with him. i hate this. i thought i was done with this. why do i always fall for the jerks? im screwed again. all that i thought i didnt feel anymore....came back tenfold. next weekend i need to get work off so i can go to ferris and hang out with some friends.

thats not only the crap part of my weekend either. my mom talked to me about sex. she told me that she knew i was sexually active, and that i should start going to a doctor, she also told me she knew that i was cause i dont talk to her anymore. i dont even know how to approache her now wityhout my tail between my legs.
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stinko

11-15-04 9:23am

hm . . .
you should just be honest.
but it will be embarrasing.
oh well.
i think she would appreciate that though.

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sputnik

11-15-04 1:20pm

JUST DONT LIE!
She already knows, so you might as well share with her so she feels like she is a part of your life still. She may even provide you with tips- doubtful and creepy- but yeah.

And Weston sucks- I'm sorry for that. Just think about one thing that pisses you off about him and blow it out of proportion. That sometimes works.

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