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| moonshinehommie (profile) wrote, on 11-15-2004 at 2:43pm | |
| Subject: what really is life? |
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so my best friend is married....congrats...im happy for you..and I hope that every thing is going well with that and that it stays that way. But really can I still call you my best friend if I didn't even make a apperance at the wedding?? I feel guilty yet I know that I really couldn't get out of it/afford to get out of it....does this make me a bad person?? I know that life is hard I am learning that now things will get rough and hard and things will get pinched for a while...but it also suprises me the most is how well things actually work out in the end. What I mean is that in the begging of this month we were over 1,000 dollars in debt well maybe not that much but close to it...and now everything is paid off and we still have a little extra money. it's nice knowing that no matter what happens in time things will get better. things will go the right way. But really what is life?? We all live for money and money lives for us but it doesn't mean anything it's just paper....a wise man once told me that it doesn't matter money is just money....you either have or you don't...in the end it will just be paper and thats it. I liked that...I never told him that but I did and that was what got me through this month knowing that really it doesn't matter and thats not what life is. So I guess life is weddings, love, little kisses on the cheek and snuggles before bed. Life is bieng happy just doing nothing and everything all at the same time. It's funny how when your all grown up and you know whats going on around you things tend to show up in differnt perspectives...I just want to say thank you to the ones who really helped me out this month....you know who you are....I love you. |
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skife | 11-16-04 12:24pm money = useless
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| Anonymous | hey, 11-17-04 3:58pm hey kate! just wanted to say hi and i love you! you NEED to call me sometime so we can hang out! i don't have school this friday but i have to babysit thursday from 3-around 6 and then again on friday but next week we dont have school thursday er friday i believe so maybe we can do somethin then! but i gotta go! i'll tty!
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jessa_lynne | 02-24-05 6:14pm you know what still bugs me? you gave me so much crap when marty and i moved out about how we would never make it, we haven't been together long enough, we'll have money problems, and blah blah blah, and then, just a few months later, you move in with some guy you've dated for just a few weeks, and you are the one having all the problems. and yes, it did hurt that you didn't come to my wedding. jesus, kate, you've been a big part of my life since i was a kid. and although you live right up the road, you never have made time to hang out with me (or even return phone calls) even though i'm your "best friend". i don't know. i can't say that you've changed, because this is just shades of the person i always knew. i wish it was different, but it won't be. i know the way you talk about me when i'm not there, i know the sort of opinion you have of me. and that's fine. but you know that if you ever need anyone, i'm always going to be here for you. my home and my heart is open to you.
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