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| JustADreamer (profile) wrote, on 11-15-2004 at 9:13pm | |
| I still want to cry. I still can't. I downloaded "Ocean Breathes Salty" by Modest Mouse. Finally. Listening to it now. I really like this song. I finished my History work. I have yet to finish Count of Monte Christo, and I'm at a complete loss as to what I should do on the poetry section and the writing the introduction to whatever I'm supposed to be writing. And I still haven't done my math. I don't even want to. I'm so depressed. I just want to copy this song on a CD and listen to it over and over again in my room. In the dark. That's scenario number one. I'm so depressed. I just want to lay in my room and watch Moulin Rouge over and over until I fall asleep from sheer exhaustion and depression. That's scenario number two. I'm so depressed. I just want to sit in my room and watch/listen to the Coldplay concert until I doze off. That's scenario number three. Don't ask about the scenario thing. I'm just.. blah. I don't know if I'd even call it depression. Wah, wah, poor me, pity me. Nah, not really. I just don't want to have to go to school tomorrow or anymore. I don't want to have to read anymore, no more work. But everyone's gotta do this, so why should I be any different? I just want to be alone, I think. I don't feel like being around my family right now either. I really do want to go listen to music or watch Moulin Rouge. I read a fanfic that was a parody of the Moulin Rouge, so that's why. Plus, I feel like being depressed. Wow, you know it's really bad when you find me here for the second time in the same day. Two long entries on the same day, that's even worse. I want to type something, but there's a chance that someone may see it and become utterly depressed and hate me. I don't want to be the object of someone's hatred, so I just won't say it. I can think it though, and I can tell my friends. Sorry, I know I used to hate it when people got all mysterious like that. If I could be described as mysterious, haha. ... I think I could be described by .. =\ Sad, huh? Ah well. I'm not the most depressed person in the world, nor am I the worst off.. I'm just confused and tired and .. like I've said fifty times already, depressed. Well, I've already repeated everything over and over so I'll just go... Do something... Be safe everyone. And forgive any typos I made.. not really.. here.. spelling-wise.. |
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MizzPunkRockPrincess | 11-20-04 3:49pm Modest Mouse is a great band. and that's a really good song. <33 |