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sugarmouse0587 (profile) wrote,
on 11-15-2004 at 9:20pm
Current mood: soooo grumpy
okay okay

i'm crazy and i keep getting more weird.

i can't be aloof and i can't be overbearing and i can't find a middle ground where i feel normal and i want constant reassurance. i want to yell and hide and get a better taste in my mouth.

i mean i don't believe that it's okay even though it must be. does that make sense?

maybe i'm not even ready and i'm just going to be really imature or i'll be really good and hide all my fear and then i'll freak out.

you know it'll be fine and then that melting feeling will come and i'll pretend like i'm not crazy. and then i'll feel weird again. i'm not an intuitive person. i'm just freaking nuts.

maybe i'll follow my own advice. no bull. but that would involve me telling the story again.


ugh.
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stinko

11-16-04 9:34am

i don't care if you call me 100 times a night.
i like reasuring you.
and you are crazy, but i'm fucking crazy too.



WE CAN NEVER BE HAPPY.

we just wait for the next fall.

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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 11-16-04 10:43pm

that sounds a little less than mediocre

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jbandkg

11-16-04 12:33pm

You think to much... and yes you are crazy.

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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 11-16-04 10:44pm

true story.

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jbandkg

11-16-04 12:52pm

"I hope that's not me that stinks I have clean socks on" - Sarah

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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 11-16-04 10:44pm

IT WAS SHAE!!!!!

SO GROSS!

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.j.e.s.s.

Re: Re:, 11-17-04 9:13pm

oh my goodness remind me to tell you something beans

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sputnik

11-16-04 1:12pm

Q#1. Sort of

Yes you are nuts but that is one of the reasons you fit in so well. It's nothing to be ashamed of. And if any of this has to do with boys, forget them. I know people say that a lot- but do it. You will thank me later. That's a promise.
***Promise


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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 11-16-04 10:45pm

it does have to do with boys. doesn't it always? they're so


stupid.

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darthavok

11-16-04 4:48pm

crazy people are cool.

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sugarmouse0587

Re:, 11-16-04 10:46pm

if sarah=crazy and crazy=cool than sarah=cool

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darthavok

Re: Re:, 11-17-04 4:04pm

*thumbs up* good job Sarah, you figured it out!

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