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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 11-19-2004 at 10:30am
i should be doing some sort of homework right now. why have i lost all intentions of caring? grades are important to me.... well, at least they used to be.

now i sit at home, listen to music, and fight with my mom.

and work.
and the play.
and then i try to squeeze god into all that.

its pretty pathetic when my number one priority has fallen to the bottom of my list.



i dont know anymore. im ready for this divorce to be over, then i can piece together the shattered mess my life's turned into.

i dont understand how you know me well enough to attack my flaws and throw it back into my face any chance you get. do you like seeing me hurt? do you care at all... do you want me to fall apart completely. i dont feel like i know you anymore.. and its sad, because i couldnt go on with out you. whats going on... what is this. gaaawwwwd.




in second hour i was just randomly writing... a got a few good things out of it.

just waisted all hour doing nothing. i've been reading all my past entrys... a way to track progress right? i havent made any.


greeaaat. eric claptons "you look wonderfull tonight" is on the radio.. and i have this sudden urge to cry.

ok.. so i'll just randomly post the lyrics cuz im a loser and have nothing to do.... they're so pretty. i want this.

It’s late in the evening
She’s wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That’s walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don’t realize
How much I love you

It’s time to go home now
And I’ve got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight





*sighs. stop it erika.
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lynds4090

11-20-04 12:52pm

i love that song too!!

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