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| xonixieox (profile) wrote, on 11-21-2004 at 10:25am | |
| ok sdo i decided that i only have like 5 Really good friends.. the ones that are always there for me and dont care when i get into bad moods or anything like that.. the ones that i know i can talk to no matter what shit is going on! like last night.. i really dont know whats whrong with me.. im starting to get really sepressed again.. and i dont know how to get out of it.. i just dont know whats whrong with me.. i have been thinking alot about suicide and shit like that.. and when i get into one of those moods.. anyone who goes near me BEWARE :/ it sucks becasue i dont realize what im doing until after..and i can like hurt my friends and the people i love when i dont realize what im doing.. (not in a violent way.. just like with words) i really want to go talk to my doctor or something this shit needs to stop.. i stoped taking my zoloft becasue it gave me chest pains so i think im gunna start taking it again.. i dont care what happens to me.. as long as im happy for a little while i guess... anyways Gini.. Brittany.. Mada.. Julie.. and Amanda thank you girls so much for always being there.. i love you all so much and im sorry for anything that i have ever done to hurt you :/ i love you guys! |
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xoxchubbyxox | 11-21-04 9:34pm i wish i could be there...im sry :(
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