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| dmlxoxo (profile) wrote, on 11-28-2004 at 6:36pm | |
| Current mood: hurting Music: nice to meet you anyway- gavin degraw |
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| its amazing how something that barely exists can affect you so much. one minute, im sitting here, on a natural high, my heart absolutely soaring, and within one split second my heart deflated, the stupid smile wiped from my face, and i felt like i had just been punched in the stomach. that feeling of being...robbed of happiness. the feeling of having every hope that u ever had be snatched from your mind. when you have that knot in your stomach, and those tears in your eyes, but theres something blocking them from breaking through- and you cant quite get that knot to untangle itself, you just sit there, and time freezes in this freeze frame that captures every horrible aspect of the situation. the moment just lingers on, dragging out the pain and replaying the situation over and over again as if to make you suffer and intensify the problem. and you want to cry, u feel the tears building up inside of you, and you try so hard to make them well over, as a sigh of relief, to rid yourself of the situation through tears- but they wont come. and you just sit with this ache deep in the core of your body, and you question what this feeling is. and i can tell you. the feeling is heartbreak. | |
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| Anonymous | 12-03-04 2:09pm i know this ia late to post a comment but never usually look at these......anyway, wow thats really deep, ive been feeling that latley. it sucks, guys suck, but we all move on eventually
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