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| skippi16 (profile) wrote, on 12-10-2004 at 10:18am | |
| Current mood: crazy Music: blah blah Subject: where have all my friends gone? |
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| to me it seems that everything that was important to me or those who where close to me are all now gone. i feel that they have all moved on and i am stuck here in the past. like the one event i never wanted to hold me down is chaining me to the floor...( this is a long long story and if you really care to ask go for it). i never wanted to remember it but because of the whole thing with nikki it's all i think about and the thing is Tj doesnt know anything about it and well i want to tell him but everytime i try i freeze up and nothing comes out. it's like i cant talk to anyone about it and i know i need to to forget it but i can't. maybe im just destin to never really live the life i planned to. maybe im supposed to live alone in may own little world. and in all actuallity its ok because i have learned to survive like that and its ok. but i feel that i was put on the world to make a huge difference and i cant do that with this stuck in the back of my head. maybe i just need to talk to Holly but everytime i talk to her about private stuff it's not so private anymore... i guess i shall talk to no one and deal with it by myself.... on other news im not failing history anymore... i have a B- and i am very happy... it's because my presintation... Bill and Dylans was kick butt!!! woohoo... tj is going to do something stupid soon i feel it, i just hope it's nothing too stupid he doesnt need any more trouble. |
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snowman | 12-10-04 12:59pm hes not gonna go anything stupid soon, he would have told me, and i would prally do it with him, LOL |
jim9nin | 12-10-04 10:43pm You're damn right ours was kick butt!!! |