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lilkristen (profile) wrote,
on 12-12-2004 at 3:52pm
Subject: kaitlyn is the only one who might know what im talking about.. but comment anyway, please..
he said something that made me think... it suprised me.. i dont know what to feel.. if im confused, why should i make myself believe something that might not be true? i dont want to bring those feelings back if they're going to go to waste.. i made the mistake once before.. i need to be sure.. i dont want to throw my heart out into the open to be played with. he'd never hurt me purposely.. that i know.. but what if it was an accident like last time? i dont want to be put through the same thing twice.. and what if i hurt him? i dont want to do that, regardless of feelings.. for now, i sit back waiting for a sign from him.. im keeping my feelings inside.. once i say it outloud, i know i will believe it.. what he said was such a shock.. but it was kind of a nice surprise.. because what he said, i had been thinking about the whole night..

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maria said something to me today thats true.. he could have just said it cuz we're really good friends.. im still confused
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Anonymous

its ali, 12-16-04 6:47pm

ok my opinion on this n my advice to u ((i dunno who this is with)) is tell me wats goin on if this has to do with anything that went on last year or tha year b4... if u dun wanna tell me thats kewl all im gonna say is find out if ur feelings would reeli be wasted --as u put it. dont stress out over this YET..find out all tha facts then once u knoe something decide if its worth ur time-feelings-heartache-pain-just plain worth it...i hope this somewat helps u...hope i didnt say nething to get u mad...
mwazzz<33

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xxinterrupted

12-17-04 4:16pm

guys are confusing.. that's why I'm sticking with one. Sorry I don't know what to tell ya. <3

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lilkristen

Re:, 12-18-04 8:32pm

lol thats smart.. youree right they are soo frickinn confusingg..

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