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silentcriez (profile) wrote,
on 12-12-2004 at 11:09pm
just when everything was making sense.
you took away all my self-confidence.
now all that i've been hearing must be true.
i guess i'm not the only boy for you.

[Chorus:]
but that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get
that's what i get

how could you turn us into this?
after you just taught me how to kiss you.
i told you i'd never say goodbye.
i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry.

but that's what i get.
that's what i get.
that's what i get.
that's what i get.
for trusting you.
that's what i get.

why does it come as a surprise.
to think that i was so naive.
maybe didn't mean too much.
but it meant everything to me.
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Anonymous

12-13-04 10:53pm

a few days ago i texted someone i missed, someone i cared about, someone i longed to see. i told her before of the ways she made me happy and how i missed the snow. i remeber in the past how things used to be, seeing her on random days, hanging out just for the fun of it... and being by her side, because i loved it. a few weeks back she turned back to me... called me, we talked. i started thinking about who she was again, how things used to be... but how could i forget change, how could i forget the months that kept us from growing, or that did infact make us stronger or weaker. cold night brang even colder mornings. the moon made me think of the way the light made even her frown... the most beautiful thing... i dreampt of what it would be like... just to hold her one last time, to see her beauty for only a second. when i texted her that day, i admit i wasnt in the right state of mind. but something brought me to keep texting her... making it hard for me to realize that the past stays the past. i tried makin my thoughts come true, i saw only what my dreams made... the person i used to know, used to love, the person i wouldve done anything to see smile... that person used to be you... Im sorry for the way i acted that night, and im sorry i took up your time. I've written a letter for you, to read and try to understand... it may reach you, it may stay in my hand... im not yet sure what to do anymore. and i dont know what else to write, i wont be lookin at your profile anymore (not in a mean way, but because of what it may say) so i dont expect a response... good luck with singing, and everything. -Sean

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silentcriez

12-14-04 10:23pm

i wish i knew what you want me to say i dont quite understand what your trying to say do you want nothing to do with me..? what did i do wrong and why is this my fault.. i dont understand i dont want any of this to be happening the way it is..


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