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| moana (profile) wrote, on 12-13-2004 at 3:47pm | |
| Current mood: full Music: goldfinger - superman Subject: so here i am |
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| my mom's watching a retarded soap opera on Tv, days of our lives or something, and there's a girl dancing like she has a wedgie on. i'm disturbed. in other news! chorus class today. last period. was one of the most fullfilling experiences of my life. (andy helped me make the distinction, it wasn't pleasurable, but it was definately fullfilling.) guess what was just lying around in the open, exposed to all, in the middle of choir? blag's drumset. oh yeah. his love. his life. that piece of musical equipment worth more than 1800KD, which comes roughly to about $6000. he could never love a person the way he loves that drumset. he could never love anyone or anything, the way he loves, adores, worships, that drumset. out in the open. exposed to our choir class. oh yeah. it was beaten. it was hammered. it was battered. it was kicked. oh man. oh man oh man. and there he was after school, standing around with his posse, pretending to be too cool to notice i was like five feet away from him. jackass. i so wanted to just go up to him and be like "i'd check on my drumset if i were you." i wanted him to know i was there, cheering, calling out encouragment. i wished i could go up to him and tell him how i wanted to beat the drumset with the other one's guitar. their music is their life. their instruments are the source of that life. i wanted to destroy it. am i evil? oh yeah. do they deserve it? oh yeah. oh yeah they deserve it. he totally deserves it. i hope life screws him over so i can go up to him and go, "hey blag, how many guys have really been down your pants?" omayya was wearing his perfume. it drove me nuts, missing him that is. bastard. chorus class. last period. more fullfilling than anything he ever did for me. |
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ac | 12-13-04 8:26am Oh wow. You miss Mr. EVERYTHING-Is-a-'Corporate'-Conspiracy?!
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moana | Re:, 12-13-04 8:29am AC says:
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metalhead | 12-13-04 9:15am Hey, remember that I was in on it too!
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metalhead | Oh, I almost forgot, 12-13-04 9:17am
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ac | Re: Oh, I almost forgot, 12-13-04 3:14pm chub. No one cares, you damn spelling/grammar Nazi. I feel for your future children! |
guajiragoddess | 12-13-04 10:29am Aren't these they guys I'm supposed to lock myself in a room with and make them come out crying? |
moana | Re:, 12-13-04 10:49am yes please. i will pay you handsomely. |
| Anonymous | lil chyna sez:, 12-14-04 11:24am that is fucking InSANE
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moana | Re: lil chyna sez:, 12-15-04 12:56am i'll tell you when you get here! ahhhhhhh! two days! |