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| box (profile) wrote, on 12-14-2004 at 10:18pm | |
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| Lately ive been thinking so much of when i was a kid and how much i miss it. I really miss the times when i was 12 or 13. Things were so much easier then. I use to ride my bike everywhere. Never had to worry about money. Just having fun all the time. That was like my only concern then.. was having fun without a care in the world. Now im 17, in my last year of highschool and it seems that it was only yesterday that i was 13 and did nothing but spend time with my friends and race karts and do so much fun stuff. Those were the days. Back when justin and I used to stay up all night watching tv, playing games.. and messed around with rc cars. Things now are hard.. atleast for me. I have to deal with an asshole named Vince everyday of my life. School isjust school. I have no job so i worry more about having money to get by with than i do about things that are more important. It wont be long and ill be in college and ill be pretty much on my own with the help of a few friends. Its just hard to think in a years time i wont talk to half of my friends nor see them. and my childhood will be gone. I guess thats my biggest fear now. losing what littl e bit of childhood i have left. All the fun times we had and all the stupid stuff we did to amuse ourselves. The other night all i could do is stare at the ceiling and think about how much i miss eveything and how i wish i could go back and do it all again. maybe change a few things.. but go back and have fun again and laugh. I dont really know where im going with this im just ranting about stupid stuff. Maybe its just me that feels this way. But my life seems so much harder now. And i really wish i was like 13 again. Over christmas break i think everyone should get together and have some fun. Like the actual origional group. Just like old times. Maybe go sledding or go to the mall or just something to have fun but not have to be serious about anything. im done now.. |
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skife | 12-14-04 11:03pm remember the fort? |
box | Re:, 12-14-04 11:05pm Yes.. Good times... Those were the days. |