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Upchuck (profile) wrote,
on 1-31-2003 at 9:01am
Current mood: cynical
Music: "You Can't Hide Beautiful" -Aaron Lyons
After a while you begin to wonder. With no relationships in the last year and none on the horizon, is there going to be another? I mean I am only 18, but what about three years from now, or even six, when nothing has happened. I don't want to say that I am truly afraid of being alone, because I am not. If the plan for me was to be alone then I will be prepared for it. I don't want to force the issue either. Too many bad things have happened when I have pursued relationships. I am truly lonely, but thsi keyboard is starting to make me mad. It is very stick and I have to pound on the keys to make it work. It sounds like I am typing on a type writer.

I also went to a meeting/bible study on Wednesday. It was horrible. Instead of lending any true insight, all they did was bash Catholics. There are a lot more important things on university campuses to be discussing than bashing Catholics, I think it is a very narrow minded approach. I hate this keyboard.
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Brianna

02-01-03 9:23pm

Charlie, worry not. I'm sure God has many more women for you on the horizon who's name is none that you have known before. God has a plan and you just need to wait until it is revealed to you... all in due time. Until then, just pray about it and smile. Trust me.
Love ya, bud!

Brianna

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Rachely

hi, 02-01-03 11:19pm

Just wanted to say hi Chuck. Hi. Have a nice day =]

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Upchuck

Re: hi, 02-03-03 7:13pm

Updates of the week:

Andrea is doing fine

Mike Michalak is in my Philosophy class and still doesn't apply himself (side note: He let Ryan Sanders read his Philosophy book, and he was completely out of it)

Bridget broke up with Joe

James took 3 300 level classes, 1 400 level class, 1 200 level class, and 1 100 level class. He didn't know what the numbers meant. I guess he thought things were different in the UP. He got a 1.8 GPA and is on academic probabtion.

Blake is doing fine, even though he seems a little different.

No other updates from here.

OH and Hi, BTW.

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