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brokenmentality (profile) wrote,
on 12-15-2004 at 5:23pm
i wish i knew what to feel!

this is all a little bit to overwhelming.... never in my life did i ever expect for this day to come. and its here.... how weird is that. it isnt sinking in, it isnt real.

and i dont think that im feeling how i should be, or maybe to much of how i should be... but how am i supposed to feel. i dought there's any guidelines.

this is crazy.



thank you so much for being there for me through all this, in everything you do, i cant express how much this means to me. you really are a miracle.. i hope you know that.
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Paradox

12-15-04 9:44pm

Well, I think that you feel exactly how you should feel. because you don't know how to feel. (lol) this is just one of those situations that you can't control. I'm going to imagine its like you dont know how to feel because you've never been in this situation before correct? its like its soo close but its always been just out of reach, and now that it is in your reach, you dont know weather you should grab it or not. and yes... It is real... it is very real... personally, I'm very interested in seeing where this all leads up too... and i think that you should be excited/anxious. but like I've said *thats in my own opinon and in my situation*

And in reguards to you dont know how you should feel. I think that your contrasting how you THINK you should feel. and how you really are feeling. because it seems like your telling yourself with your mind that you should feel this way. when in reality, you have no control over them. because your heart is what controls your emotions and feelings. not your mind...

and like I've said before. once you go out on that limb you know that if you fall.. I'm here to catch you... and so is everyone else in this world... alright?

stay up baby gurl

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