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| greyXmatter (profile) wrote, on 12-16-2004 at 6:02pm | |
| Current mood: lonely |
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| I'm starting to get that solemn lonely feeling a little late this year. Sort of like a period. It's supposed to be on time every year. Maybe my mind is pregnant. Perhaps. It's been very slight and not so rash lately... just today it started to get worse. Two months late... I've wondered where Brielle got to... I went back to school today... Everything was the same as I had remembered it on Monday, not like I was expecting a change... -_- ... Things sucked, as usual. Same inconsiderate people. Same inconsiderate teachers. Same inconsiderate dickfaces that feel rude, obnoxious actions are neccessary... Same shit. Differen't day. I don't exactly know how much longer I can take this school and these people. Then again, if I wasn't so god damn sensitive, it wouldn't matter as much. But I am, and I can't really change that. Unfortunately, that's how I am, and will be until I'm done. The littlest things hurt me, and it gets worse and worse this time of year. You see me poke fun at myself and laugh that big... ear to ear... squinty eyed... bouncy smile. Please. It's just as fake as it looks. Everytime you fuck me over, every time you're a fucking dick in the slightest... it kills me, no matter how much I smile. I'm sorry I sound so fucking emo tonight. I'm really not trying to... Cas's just in an emo mood. Which doesn't happen at all, just sometimes. God I fucking hate this school and everyone in it. I could say "life"... but god damn, that would sound emoer than the emoest. Whatevah. You understand, you get my picture. I'm just the lone ranter. ....ha. God I'm so close. | |
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allmysinsx | 12-16-04 9:52pm i heart you.
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| greyXmatter | Re:, 12-17-04 10:11am Ahh... I don't know if I can make it... I'm supposed to be going somewheres around central NJ... I'll see, though. |