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aushpog (profile) wrote,
on 12-17-2004 at 5:51pm
Current mood: mixed, as always
Music: [=] bloodless + emery
Subject: SECULAR HUMANISM, SCHOOL, AND CHRISTMAS.
i am ecstatic to say that SCHOOL IS OUT! and the good news is... well, i was about to say something good about the history test. but it's not concerning the grade- because lord knows i likely bombed it- it's that i wasn't so stressed. this could be partly due to the facts that:
a) there was no essay portion.
b) it was my last exam and all i wanted to do was go home.
or it could be because i just wasn't so freaked out. i'll be honest, i only studied for 2 hours. and believe me, that's chicken nuggets compared to the turkey.

we watched the video on secular humanism yesterday. i am hoping to type up my notes in an entry (my note-taking skills are sharp man). but it was just amazing... how much we have strayed. our country, that is. how much we, as christians, have not fought together enough to put an end to what the american life is becoming. and not even necessarily that- but how relevant secularism is in our lives. how it isn't fair to anyone. how it's so contradictory- to ITSELF! crazy, huh?

i know these kids at my school were joking around, but they subtley made a point today. well i went to look at my english exam grade with a couple kids from my history class and as we were leaving and saying goodbye to our teacher, they said, "happy nondenominational holiday."

i will just leave you to think about that.

...and for a long time because i am about to leave for bible study, and then the xa sleepover (which, like whitney, i have been waiting for for WEEKS!). prayers to all. if you need me, you know where i am...

in christ,
autumn

take me (far from all that's wrong)
let these (fears collapse inside)
take me (back to when I)
believed

and as a little boy they tried to hide his eyes
with reeds and rituals
the paper and the knife
but fire will always burn through skin and forgery
and answer when you won't
the bloodless hands of fear

he didn't know he was hungry

someone had a knife and took away my eyes

the last time is right know
this choice will take or make everything
your face is fading out

wash those days from your eyes
and let them fall away
drown the fear that own

he felt the wake of torrid days
ushered through by warm mistakes
suddenly his broken feet
took their rest on bended knee

the last time is right know
this choice will take or make everything
your face is fading out

i won't stand here
this dance won't stop the music
your promise will help me lead untill the end

what words have you to say (if this is the last time I won't forget you)
before we spill (exhale the last breath, tear down the statues)
this blood (this scar will remain here to mark where we severed)
this time you will be afraid (my life from your hands)
you have lost me
your plan failed (your hands from my heart)

this is the last time
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Anonymous

autumn!, 12-18-04 5:52pm

hey autumn this is eliza. just wanted to say hey. i added you to my buddy list.
<3

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aushpog

Re: autumn!, 12-20-04 12:21pm

hey!!! sounds awesome, you're already on mine.

in christ,
autumn

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