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mudpiegrl (profile) wrote,
on 12-20-2004 at 1:00am
Current mood: exhausted
Music: nightmare before xmas
Subject: allstate...again...
so today was not all that bad...a few things went wrong on the show but eh, what can you do? hopefully downstate, stage left will know whats going on...

People Who Were Supposed to Come:
Mum
Dad
Elaine
Steve
Dorthea
Bernard
Jen
Mushroom
Neil
Natalia
Campy

Who ACTUALLY Came
Jen
Mushroom
Mum
Dad

i was really upset
neil didnt come. jen didnt comment on much
neil most likely wont go to the performance in champaign
i figured jen'd forget, but im proud of her for not
but i have to say that im sad she didnt even critisize, almost as if she fell asleep.

it's something thats really important to me. like normal shows are important, but i would hope that my closest friends and neighbours and such would care enough to come. oh well though.

one good thing came out of it.

my dad said that we have to talk about this school thing next year. he said "you cant go to CLC and actually go somewhere. you arent going to be focused on theatre, you're going to be too involved in other things. you know how you are."

I'm sort of happy about that.

i dont know.

the ISU kids were sorta mean about my portfolio. i have to redo pretty much everything, and the things that took the most work and i was most proud of just went ::woosh:: while they fell off the page.

neils sick

elaines sick

dorthea threw out her back

dogs still in pain from her "removal"

and jeramiah is perfect; a secret obsession, i guess.

if you care to ask, ill let you know...

or if im in the mood, ill tell you anyway...

sleep now...work tmro.....and the next day.

this break sucks so far and we're three days in.
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Anonymous

12-28-04 11:47pm

jeramiah is GORGEOUS. and I don't think neil will come to the U of I performance either. Jorie, you're a strong person - you've gone through a ton of difficulty and pain in your life, yet you always manage a smile for your friends. I love you for that. you're awesome and always remember the good parts of your life, even when it seems like the terrible parts are dominant.
once again, jeremiah is beautiful.

I love you.

Goli

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