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| paradox (profile) wrote, on 12-22-2004 at 2:04am | |
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| Alright so this is prolly the first actual journal piece that I've put in here. And well... I dunno, I feel that I found myself alot tonight, I went out to a party with friends, and I had an alright time, but as I sat there and laughed and chilled n what not, I found myself thinking, ya know I'd much rather be at my house talking to someone on a different level then with who I'm with. Or me and my friend were talking about this the other day, I'd much rather just be with my girlfriend, or I'd much rather just be with My crew, and then girls that we care about. And thats all that I need to be happy ya know? Because of the things that you have opened my eyes and mind to, things come to me easier, and I notice more without being so self-conscience about them, which just makes me smile :) Anyways, well at this party, there was drinkin and whatnot, and I passed it up because I had to drive.. but little did I know that I had no intention of drinking even if I didnt have to drive. which for me is a huge step in the direction of maturing so that made me happy as well, I seem to be on the right path of finding out who I am completely, and with your help, I'm no longer taking babysteps... I'm on a horseback... |
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jejuan | 12-22-04 4:04am i know we dont talk.. at all really, but i'm proud of you for passin that up. i'm not judging you at all by sayin that i wouldn't expect you to do that, but then again you go to cedar schools so it's like "dang, you missed ya chance of gettin drunk n high n all that.. the hell's wrong with you?" i dont do that shit, i never have.. not my style. but i've heard a lot of things and i'm just real proud of you for being aware of your maturity and such. anyway, have a good vacation. :) |
Paradox | Re:, 12-22-04 1:20pm Hey, thanks for your comment, it means alot, especially from someone who I don't talk to very much... lmao @ the cedar stuff... yep thats cedar...
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