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| brandnew26 (profile) wrote, on 12-25-2004 at 11:53pm | |
| Current mood: sleepy Music: feeling left out - last christmas |
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| so its christmas. different from most days because i actually attempt to talk to people and try to act cheerful. woke up at 6. made coffee, fell asleep on the couch til my brother woke me up. drank coffee. opened presents. got things i wanted. books, coffee, money, stuff for my camera, and cds. christmas time and new years always makes me feel the most lonely. so what does/did eric want for christmas? i wouldn't mind having a girlfriend or even just a really good female friend that i could talk to. i sound like a huge loser. come downstairs with a girl under the tree with a bow. a girl who likes photography, who has faith. who doesn't drink or smoke. who believes in me, even though i don't even believe in me. who understands me. who i understand. who i can be myself with. i hate this. now i sound like scrooge and shit. |
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childofthelost | 12-26-04 11:29pm i believe in you eric...and i'm always here if you want to talk
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