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eddy (profile) wrote,
on 12-29-2004 at 2:40am
*sigh* Life sucks......said so many times, so many different ways by so many different people but at least 70% of the time, ultimately true.

What would you do if you lived your life with someone who is seemingly perfect...They have just about everything they need and more. What's more is that they don't get it themselves. It all comes from other people. They have all the money they can ever need, while you sit there an watch them gain all the newest clothes and things and you get hand me downs and garage sale stuff most of the time. If you happen to get new things, it's never very much. They have the way paved for them nearly in gold. You have to scrape for money in the future just so you can go to school and have a fighting chance at at least the Middle class life. I've kinda lost my train of thoughts, all my words are jumbled in my head and they don't like coming out without a struggle. I hoping this journal thing for writing my emotions down and all will help that......

Christmas was good. I had a great time. I didn't get the graphire that i was really hoping for, but i'm really happy with what i did get. Christmas time is great......great smells and memories. The good kind, when you were a little kid and so ignorant and naivé..

Good Times....
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redhawk

12-30-04 1:20pm

Well you should take a great big shovel and dig up their gold paved way and steel it, and run away with it, and laugh your ass off at them.. with their bitchyness... and whatnot!!!
....yeah! *conniving grin*

Muhahahahaahaaaaa... ha!!!!

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eddy

Re:, 12-31-04 5:18pm

Yer crazy Jessica. :P

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joeydomina

12-31-04 1:42am

no worries eddy i know how it is....everything i own has either come for free from someone or i payed for it by doing the little odd jobs i do...yay effing me..

JOey

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eddy

Re:, 12-31-04 5:18pm

Yeah. Thanks, heh. I dont even get to do odd jobs >.> i asked if i could do chores for an allowance once and they told me no v_v

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cherylee

12-31-04 1:36pm

oh i totally understand what you are saying. i go to alma college now and it's like 25 grand a year. i am taking out all these loans and shit to pay for it. my friend down the hall, always complains that she has no money but her dad gave her a debit card to his account. she spends all that money and stuff. we went shopping once in lansing and she's all like "$40 for a t-shirt. that's not bad at all."

i am sick of always being the one that has to work for what i want.

god... fucked up...

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eddy

Re:, 12-31-04 5:16pm

Yeah, geeze. $40 for a t-shirt is insane. I've been to Alma college before, for the highland festival. Do you go to that? My family is Scottish so we go there every year. I've thought of going to Alma college before to. : )

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