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| Butterfly (profile) wrote, on 12-30-2004 at 5:23pm | |
| Current mood: tired Music: Boulevard of broken dreams - Green Day Subject: random thoughs |
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| i feel so...strange. like i've been reading all my old journals, and i've never deleted any so there's all the ones from when kelly and i were going out, then when we broke up and then when we started going out again and then of course when we broke up yet again. i've been thinking about how we were and how everyone was back when. it's really depressing. i need to stop but i doubt that i will. i have 15 entries on every page i think it is, and so i think i have about 30 left to read. im not sure, im just assuming. i got informed tonight i can't go out to any parties tomorrow night. that sucks. at the last party i went to i took a swig of whiskey and i told mom and dad and they said it was fine but yeah, whatever i guess they dont want me to do it again or some shit. ill just spend the night at the computer like i did last year. god im a loser *sighs and shakes head* today at the court house there was a guy and apparently he wasnt pleased with what the judge said, and so when he got into his van, he hit the bailiff with his door, and then he ran over the guy. the other bailiff shot the guy in the van three times i think it was, and both the guy and the first bailiff had to be air lifted to the hospital. it was quite the situation. i dont know how they're doing, i suppose itll be on the news later, but im not going to watch, ill hear about it sooner or later. god i feel so pathetic. i like doug a Lot, but...i dont know. i want to be with him and everything but then its like were to close of friends but then That doesnt make sense and so then i just feel stupid. i dont know, its weird. or maybe its just me thats weird. im giving up on tylor, thats for sure. hes hot, yes. hes a great guy, yeah, but its the same way as doug. were to good of friends and so...i dont know. i mean doug and i have tried to have a relationship twice and it didnt work out either time. friends with benefits...but im to chicken to do that. i talk big and thats it. its pathetic. anyways, im sick of talking about this so later. -¦-Rachel-¦- |
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xjayk | 12-30-04 10:43pm U commented on mine i return the favor plus i felt bad cuz no one else commented...! well hope u have a good new years :) Don't drink n drive! its bed for the beer
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TornPrince | Re:, 12-30-04 10:47pm Yeah well, I'm the hilarious one she was talking about.
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xjayk | Re: Re:, 12-30-04 10:48pm Hey now...IM pretty funny to how do u know she wasnt talking about me hmm.... |
TornPrince | Re: Re: Re:, 12-30-04 11:10pm because I'm better looking. |
butterfly | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 12-31-04 8:19pm lol im sure you are Both good looking and that you are both hilarious. i didnt mean to start a conflict.
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acidtears | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 01-01-05 1:05pm The Torn Prince is a male.
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Butterfly | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 01-01-05 3:07pm lol thanks acid |