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joeydomina (profile) wrote,
on 1-4-2005 at 1:36am
Current mood: Disgusted with myself
Music: Disturbed - Remember
Subject: I just dont know anymore
ok well i just dont know how to talk about my feelings anymore.... i feel so frustrated with myself.... gah, i cried for like 2 hours yesterday after i dropped joe off....

had a crappy ass dream that really sucked....its the same one i had when i was a kid.... i was walking down a road with someone in my arms and out of no where a car hits me and whoever im holding...they dont stop and i just lay there dying.... then it just blacks out and i wake up..... why do i have these dreams... is there a reason.... what do i do....

this doesnt help the fact that im just really effing sad to begin with.... all that dream did is just make things worse.... is that how im going to die.... trying to help someone.... if only i could say what i feel instead of an idunno or a simple nothing and finish the conversation with a smile....

i just dont know anymore.....

sincerely and respectfully yours,

Leonard Francis Domina Jr.
(how manly of a name is that)
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skippi16

01-04-05 10:16am

oh dont be so sad... remember erin loves ya... talk to me if you need to

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joeydomina

Re:, 01-04-05 11:23am

thanx i'll keep that in mind

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Butterfly

01-04-05 11:24pm

omg that's so sad. I know how you feel though so you aint alone. and dont worry, your name is fine.


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wildthing

01-05-05 6:41pm

*give a long and special hug* I think youll be ok...my ears are open and my shoulder is free....*gives another loooong hug*

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