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| moana (profile) wrote, on 1-7-2005 at 10:51am | |
| Current mood: *sigh* ready Music: interpol - evil Subject: this is not goodbye |
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I've been happier lately. This vacation was just what I needed: time. I needed the time to party, I needed the time to jump around my room to The Strokes or Morrissey or Interpol or Mindless Self Indulgence, I needed the time to sit down with my brother and play Naruto until we both had tears rolling down our faces from concentrating on the tv screen for too long, I needed the time to sit down with him and watch disgusting comedy after another, I needed the time to sit down with my mother and figure things out, I needed the time to draw, sing, dance, write and most of all, I needed the time to spend with my friends. If someone comes here and tries to tell me time is just a manmade concept and shouldn't affect us, fuck you. Don't you dare. No matter what there will always be twenty-four hours in a day, always be seven days in a week, time goes on, it's a real dimension and it marches through the three dimensions we inhabit, whether we like it or not. The only manmade concept here is the clock, the ability to track time and see how much of it we have left to get done what we have to get done. That's a tangent. I enjoyed this vacation so much. It meant a lot to me, in several ways and through several aspects, and though there were rough times (Laurence knows what I'm talking about) and I'm a little big caught up right now, I wouldn't change a thing about this vacation if i went back and did it again. If i could change it though, I'd put more hours into the day, more days into the week, more time to just... you know? I'm going to miss it all when this vacation's over. I'm going to miss having the time to talk, having the time to relax, having the time to create. I'm going to miss you specifically, my personal gorgeous. So i might be really absent. And if I am, well, don't change in the time it takes me to get back. |
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whitepony | 01-08-05 4:05am Good luck with every endeavor you face while back at school. I wish you the best and I'll be waiting patiently for your return. Thank you for a wonderful vacation |
| Anonymous | barn, 01-08-05 1:59pm hey.. remember we get some time off for 3eed.. money! |
| Anonymous | 01-09-05 12:25pm numbers are manmade dear |